In progress

At last. It's 7 p.m and I am at home. I am so happy that I've spent all the day doing something. I was in sculpture, then in the drawing lecture (like always) and I've spent the free time until aerobics drawing something additional. I brought a sculpture which I didn't have an opportunity to draw and did it. At least the shape was good, totally good, but shading... I need to practice more.
What a tiring but good day today. I should probably eat and maybe paint? Or draw?

But it is still in progress

New sweater

I haven't bought anything for myself like two months. Am I a shopaholic? Not really,maybe I was, but I realized that I won't fill anything with purchases. I have saved so much that I forgot to buy something for myself. I also don't have anything to wear for winter season.. So, today I bought one Christmas gift for my sister (it's a bracelet and earrings). And I bought something for myself, at last. I couldn't resist, it was a discount. :)

What do you think? Nice?

Another thing. I've spent 3 hours on the cafe with a book shop in one. I adore it. Just sitting there, drinking tea and reading the books you are not gonna buy. Today I red a book about success and fortune and mind power. The situation was different, because I never go there alone also never read about this stuff. I always spend all the time (most of all) on the art section or language or biography. I like reading about the movies, theatre, watching photographs, reading biographies (which, by the way, I love very much. They inspire me a lot), also watching painting reproductions and a lot of other stuff. But I can't find anything related to cloth design. So, I have red about how to get a fortune, and I liked it. The writer includes praying also. Which was a very beautiful thing for him to write. The author of the book was Napaleon Hill if I am right. So, if you are searching for a good present for someone, you can buy this book.

Muchos besos

Piercing on the back of the neck

I just fell in love with this idea and then dropped it and started to think about it again. I need someone to advice me what to do. I want to pierce my neck or not??? I need to know. Haha, I know it's a funny question, I should know it by myself, but I don't. I want to have a piercing there, but I don't want a scar. I also don't know how long can I would have this and how long do I want to have it...

And here is what I've decided. Until the end of all the holidays I won't do anything. I'll save money and then I will decide.

An Afternoon with...

Today I found this incredibly awesome site, which contains so many interesting people with their interior and so on. You know how I am interested in this stuff. I just love strange people and their apartments. anafternoonwith

Day in Barricade

It's a first day in a whole month which I've spent at home. All the damn day. Because there is an enormous wind and rain outside. The autumn wants to revenge for the previous months, when he was calm and cosy.
So, today I've spent at home and I let myself to paint a bit on the paper. Which is strange, cause I don't paint on the paper anymore and also I used really bad quality colors. The result you can see. Also, I am very lazy, even if I see a mistake I don't want to correct it.

Little rehearsing dinner

Yesterday we had a little dinner and lots of cake, champagne and good food. My cousin arrived to invite us to her wedding, me - as a photographer and my sister as her bridesmade. We had some really good time and lots of jokes and laugh.
I just found myself not drawing and painting at all. I don't want to become a dilettante. Really. Because I have seen enough. Even If it would be my last year as a real painter, I have to take maximum of it. Also, it's easy to criticize art, but not so simple to make it.
One more thing, I am thinking of changing my living place if my sister's boyfriend would agree to live with her, I could move to the students' hostel. I really want to move out, because I can't study there at all, and also I want to live all by myself. No more appartments and bills and matures and noise. If only my sister's boyfriend would agree. Also, those driving licences won't leave me alone... How many things I have to do. And this Spanish test on Wednesday... oh

INSPIRATION

Army

There is one thing I want my Fiance to do. That is kinda strange, cause I am a girl.
Considering the fact that he was brought up by his mother, his parents are divorced. And he needed and still needs a father, a man's hand. I want him to attend army's courses. It takes 3 months and I feel that he needs it. I hope there is a possibility. Well, it's up to him to decide, but I think that a man needs to have a discipline even once in his life. I like it very much :)

Sometimes I would like to have a teacher to help me exercising and learning a lot of things. Like languages.

My Life without me

Tonight I saw a movie "My life without me". I really liked it. ok, maybe it wasn't a lot different from others, but I enjoyed it.

My studies

I am thinking so much lately of changing my studies. Well, I found one place where I could study for free if I would pass all the exams very well. I would apply for studying clothes design, also photography, and maybe interior design. That would be great, because I am interested in all the things and I have a quite good foundation.. Well, at least I want to believe in this. Well, you see, one year and a half left for me to study in the University, and I am studying fine arts. But we don't get enough of lectures and  so on. But I can draw, I can paint, I've learned basics and I have a photography portfolio, and a drawing and painting too. I also have few dresses I've designed :D I am not sure yet and I have to decide before the spring. I believe in destiny, if I won't get through, that means it's not meant to be. And of course, my travelling would be postponed and all the dreams I created, also I would have to live in a capital city, which is damn expencive, and work and study. And not finding a job and worrying. Life is so interesting...

Some of the stupid clothes I've designed. I don't spend too much time sewing. I should do it more.

Aerobic and lost photos

Back from aerobic. Very happy having a chance to exercise for free once in a week. I just hope that My new plan about the driving school won't ruin the aerobic's classes. Also, I believe in a spring (would really like to try it) I will go twice, If I'll have enough of time. 

But enough about it. One more thing which I'd like to say: do exercises.. It is vital. I found myself lazy and walking, moving like a tree. After the aerobic I feel better, even if for one day: walking straighter and more confident. It's a pity it was only my second time, because I was sick the other week. And I found those classes too late. Or maybe not.

These are the old photos from the workshop of the summer in the nature. I looked awful. Yeah, and my hair was so short.

Why I am so bad at the painting, also don't spend too much time

New ring and Manicure

I bought new ring today. It was sooo cheap. Ok, I'd love to find a ring an antique one, but I can't find anywhere. Also, I just adore gold. as you see. Because I am a leo. I look disgusting in this pic, sorry it was taken from the bottom. And look at my manicure. Haha. It was made with my shaky hands. Love those crosses

And that's how my nails looked in the summer. Missed them so much. They were beautiful

Also, good news, I found a person who could borrow me a Flash, very good one. Belicimo 

Driving Licence

Before the Spanish class I should rest a bit Had so many things to do today. Straight from the other classes I had to meet with my sister and then we went to a driving school t check when there will be a new class formed. And it's actually on 5th December. So soon, but I will have some time to consider this opportunity. Not really to consider cause I am consider, maybe to talk to my parents. But that is clear, because they will be happy for me to attend driving school and get a driving licence. If I will be good at it. Hope so. God, I am so scared, but so enthused. It will be my Christmas present, to have an opportunity to attend those courses. I will ask for my parents. Because they are quite expencive. Also... I am so scared. Haha. This is not soooo firmly, but I am definitely going to try it. Because after the new year those courses will be twice expncive.
Also, today, me and my little sister bought some presents for coming birthdays and some christmas gifts. Feel quite tired, after all, I walked with high heels. Duh.
And now: food and back to the University to Spanish Class

Driving would be such a big step for me

The Wedding

Ok. My cousin is getting married. Wow, Unexpected news today. She is younger than am I. And I feel strange, but very happy. Of course, I don't want to get married yet. And I'll be a photographer in the Wedding. That is wow.  And I will be a photographer. I am so scared. Damn.
Well, I have photographed one wedding, but just as a volunteer. Ah. I now realised that I am scared.

These photos are quite bad, not edited and with my old lens.. So. And that was quite long time ago (or maybe not). Have someone some tips???? 

Drawing

I really want to share something with you, but I forgot. I eve forgot what I was doing today. I guess random stuff. But I think I remembered. It's like something related to drawing. As You know I am studying fine arts in the University and we have not such a really good education as well and I believe I have to try to do something more efficient by myself. So from yesterday I try to draw at least two hours a day. Because one of the Russian schools inspired me. I just adore Russian realism, I adore academic drawing and painting as well. I just can't act like I know how to draw, when I see their works, anymore. I look at them with the biggest envy and pity that I don't study there. So, I've decided to learn everything by myself, like I did it when I was a teenager.

http://practicum.org/index.php  Check this out. It's what I found. Their drawings are amazing. And here are mine. They are totally fallow.

I need to practice a lot actually