Good Ideas

There are so many ideas inside my head that it will explode one day. And now I hav an acces to find new ones:

Globes. They look amazing here

This room looks just so amazing and free to be inspired and work in it

It's been a while I want to have a pet, it's just that I don't have an appartment and I don't know where will I live in few years. So, I was thinking of a gold fish, or maybe two. And about Budhas head I was thinking too,  just in a different place. But it looks great here too. 

Oh my God. My obssesion. If I see a mermaid (antique one mostly) I can watch it all day long

Since I was a kid I've been wanting to make or own a jewelry like this: the one, which feels amazing to have and inspires you to explore the universe

Yes, I know. I have searched for something like that on e-bay, and I found so many of them for the reasonable prices, it's just that it's not worldwide, because they are antiques, and I am not living in UK, also almost all of them are sold at auctions

It's been a while I have an idea for our ittle new place. It is to hang the meaningful poster on the wall. I wanted to find something, but I couldn't. Ah, and I should save money, Gosh. 

This would be awesome in the kitchen: to remember what you're eating and how, and that you're alive

I want to sew this dress somehow, even I don't know if it is my style and I should wear it

And this beauty... This one would be easier to sew

Big day

My new little wall

So, my bf got a tattoo yesterday. That was a good day, half good. It was way too strange to be back in Klaippeda and remember that only few days left until school. But my sister bought a camera, Nikon D5100. That means it's better than mine. Haha. 

Shoot

Today's photoshoot was very unsuccessful to me, but very good for my sister. I just cannot love myself with those dental braces anymore. Blahr

Othe good photos of my sister are not read yet and I have no time now for this editing pleassure. 

Tough summer

This was a hard summer for me, but I don't know if I should feel happy that it is almost over. And especially now, when my little sister moved out and I have all the space in the room. We also will drink wine tonight, don't know how many of us. What a stupid post I wrote. Thank you. Haha. What should I write now, when I am hiding from people, who do not belong to my family, also not going to uni and just exercising, reading, drawing, tattooing and doing stuff with my sis. We are planning a photosession, so you will maybe see some new work of ours. I am planning to use my mom's old jacket/sweater, red lipstic and I am not sure what else. I hope we will find some time to do that, because on Thirsday I am going with my boyfriend and he will be tattooed by the best tattoo artist in Klaipeda. He will have an original tattoo, I designed for him and it will be in the spot, where it is not always seen. I am dieing to see how he works, to learn some things from him. You will definitely see some pictures.
I have one bad thing to say: it seems that my dog is ill with an epilepsy. It's not my dog, it's my sister's, but I still consider it our dog. I was shocked, when I heard it and it was tough not to cry. Now the vet precribed lots of drugs.... and the dog cannot get nervious anymore. One epilepsy attack occured two days ago, I was so scared.

My dad fixed this today for me and I made this necklace. I adore it. It is totally priceless to me, because my mom wore it, when she was young..

First tattoo

I "remade" or rather done my first tattoo. It was made with a very very bad quallity and it was all blured, I fixed it and made a new one. And that was the fiirst person I tattooed. And it was tonight. I was kinda forced to do that, because she asked me so much I could not resist. I don't even have a lot of suplies yet, but I haven't choice almost and I did it. At first my hands were shaking and the lightening was terrible... Brrr

08.26

So, I told my parents about my tattoo business and my dad really liked it. I haven't expected it, so I left amazed and he also asked me to tattoo him to.
I think it's been a long time since I posted what inspires me. And also my sister is getting back today from Prague. Waitin' Waitin'.

This painting is just amazing

I love white skin. Since I am pale myself, I love it on other people a lot

This painting is amazing

This is how the sketch book must look (for those, who work in fashion). But they still inspire me a lot, even though I haven't started learning sewing yet.

Bob Dylan

I just love how Penelope Cruz looks here

The lack of time

I brought so many books, but I have so little time to read them. I basically have no time for my personal life, I wanna practice tattooing, when I cannot do that, wanna paint or draw (also need to do that), and read tones of books. I also can see so many mistakes in this drawing but I still post it.

Yesterday one more person asked me to tattoo him. What the heck? I haven't even started yet.

I am not a person, who is so into all pop things or something. I just like what I like and I like Lana del Rey. And one intersting thing happened. Two days ago me and my bf ordered Jack Daniel's vest shirts. I was hesitating if I want to buy black or white one, but he convinced me I should go for black, because he and I would wear same color. And ah today I saw this picture. I haven't seen it till today. Am I somehow into this girl? Whatever, but I saw how good the white shirt looks. I hope the black one will look as good as white one. Now I am hesitating again if I did a right thing.

Hand tattoos

quick post to my sweet readers.

What do you think of this hand tattoo? I am dieing to get the tattoos on my both hands, but I am scared that I won't find a job because of them or something like that... Ghr

Brain teaser

I am guessing my career as a photographer is a little bit lower than it was before few months. I am so into tattooing, painting, drawing and sewing idea, that I don't even know what to choose. I am so confused this evening, that I might blow up. Before this time in my life I had so many requests to be a photographer, now I've got one more again to be only photographed, but I might not go, because it would be in our capital city and I won't be capable to attend two schools and go somewhere far away from my current city. Also, I am wearing braces, but it's not the main thing. The thing is I dont know what to choose in my life. This situation is tearing me apart. When I am thinking of Chanel sewing the magical cloths, I cannot resist the idea of sewing something by myself, considering that I have so many ideas inside of my head. But I cannot do so many things in my life, because I won't achieve the best in one subject. I have to choose. And this evening I started one more painting and I found out that I love painting so much too. What I am gonna do now?

It's just a start, so... 

Go

As you know I recently became a hair maniac. I am in a middle of my observations and I cannot let any girl to walk away, until I scan her hair through. My Fiance, when he got back from Munich, was totally alarmed about my new obsession, now he got used to this. But I have something to say about Lithuanian girls' hair: they are just fucking adorable. I know, a lot of them are just trying to become western and they use what is now popular to use, but still, they look amazing. Even those little girls, they have amazing hair. I myself, do not think my hair's amazing or something, but I can notice, that they grow quite fast. Yes, ah, I wish they could grow faster, because I have a plan, what lenght I want them to be. But everything on it's time.

I am just so tired and ugly because of my braces, therefore I am trying to not to meet with any friends. Postponing every meet till the start of September. Ugh. Haha

I was very bad at practicing today, I even couldn't manage to go to the gym, going to paint now though. I hope I'll atone my faults. I am such a lazy ass. The start of new school year is near and I am not even in a middle of my summer home work. Also, the smallest tattoo machine is so light, that I couldn't believe in that, but something's wrong with it. I was trying to fix it, even my friend tried, but it still sometimes messes with me. 

I know you are probably tired of my tattooed oranges, so am I. But you will have to get used to this and also to tell me how am I doing, ok?

Routine

I am in some kind of routine these days, even though I like it, the days are still the same.Since I am not working anymore, I am practising a little bit to tattoo. Today I started shading and I liked it so much, everything now makes sense to me. I like how it is related to drawing and you can use your skills and holding that machine (even though it's only the second day I am doing this) in my hands feels just so good. I may be finding one of my subjects. As I always thought, that drawing will help me to achieve things I want in my life, this occured to be true.
Yesterday one more person asked me to tattoo her. So now I have maybe 6 people. Of course, if someone will change hers/his mind, It won't be 6 anymore.
Last night I wanted to laugh and see stupid men (I am going through a crisis), so we watched "Jackass 3". Because I saw the previous ones. That was quite funny, also, like always stupid and humiliating. But then I found out which one of them is dead, it wasn't so funny anymore.

First tries

While I was watching "Jackass 3" I drew this drawing. Since I like taking pictures of everything, especially of my drawings, so this picture makes no sense, ok?

And the jakass. Well, sometimes I wish I was such a tomboy like they are. It seems they don't even care how they are hurt sometimes. I espcially dislike the idea of snakes, spiders and other dangerous animals. 

Practice makes perfect

First it was like that: the orange was not in it's best condition and I couldn't hold the machine well. But after an hour practising I felt quite confident. Also, had to buy new oranges, because it's impossible to tattoo old ones. The quallity of those pictures isn't very well and in reality it really looks better. I spent all day practising, cooking and cleaning my room. I would really like to draw now. Or at least finish my book. Who has a good movie to recommend?