Ink master

Currently watching "Ink master". It's a really good show and I like it a lot. It is too dramatic though, that turned me off a little bit in the start. But you know, Americans, they always try to make a big deal of everything. But this show is very informative if you are willing to become a tatttoo artist.

I liked the redhead Lea the most. She was great and did the best she could. Also she wasn't admiring herself too much like other guys. 

But from all the tattoos I saw there, I liked this Tommy's last masterpiece. This is a style I admire and like a lot. 

Treasure

I've been helping my mother, therefore I spent two hours in the basement. And again, I cannot take off without checking among our old clothes. I found some goodies. I even found my pvc pants I've been searching for yers. When I was a teenager, they were too small for me, and now I have even some free space. Very happy.

Don't pay attention to my face, not wearing any kind of make up for 2 days

I even found matching knitted blouse

Instagrama

I made little Buddhas head today... just a stensil. Still, nice to watch

You cannot (or maybe can) imagine how much do I love buying pencils. 

My life is out of control, I never was so dumb as I am now, I never was so opyimistic either and I feel damn good about that. Spent some amazing time at my mother in law eating healthy homemade candies with coconuts.... delicious as  hell.

My drunk Russian dog. Not drunk indeed, just very very sleepy. 

Luxury

Days went strange actually, I don't know anymore if I am busy or not. Let me remind me that we, at the University, have the week off. That means a whole week of working even more. So, again, almost the last days I am planning my week off, because a stranger wants to get a tatttoo the upcomming week, a photoshoot, virtual modeling (still not decided yet. But nothing erotic or nude there will be, so don't feel happy), homework, my brother in law is getting back from his eurotrip, autumn holidays, time off with my family and lots of other stuff. There will be a busy week with no results.
Today we visited our grandmma and went to the cemetery. It was nice, but I got cold a lot. This is boring, isn't it?
Last night I've spent all the time browsing inspiration on the pinterest. And wow, I found some really cool stuff there. I can even be obssesd with crowns again. Yeppy.

This is my little wishlist

OMG, when I actually saw this masterpiece, I almost died

My dream 

I would wear this baby all the time

And I want 5x7 camera sooooo  much. That will happen one day

And this baby

Pretty baby

Boy, that was a strange movie I've seen today. I want to confess, that I got it only because of the actresses, they're stunning, and also because of the style of the movie. The plot wasn't so good and acting either, but I still enjoyed it until the 12 years old girl lost her virginty. I don't like that sort of things, they scare me a lot.
I found Brookie Shield the most attractive 12 years old girl. She was also stunning when she was my age, or maybe younger.
The movie was about the prostitute and her daughter, they lived in this house full of same kind of women. I liked that thi movie wasn't made only to humiliate that sort of women, because they are less guillty than men buying them... That is my oppinion.

I envy her hair so much

Idle

This period is a total stagnation in my life. I cannot do this, because I am engaged to this, I also cannot do that, because I need to do the other that. I wear braces, my hair is not long enough, I am young and jobless and I cannot search for the job, because I am studying and this is the last year at the university, that means I have to start my final paintings, but first of all I have to sketch a lot and to discuss about this with my lecturer and blah blah blah. And this country makes me puke sometimes, there are not enough of jobs, even though, half of people emigrated around the world. My clients all gone (?). Some of new people wrote with the tattoo ideas and wanted to get some, but they suddenly gone somewhere and I am too arrogant to write them messages.
This time in my life sucks, but maybe that means I have to cncentrate on practising and studying? Maybe...
Anyway, the post became a negative letter to someone unkown full of poison :D At first I had a toppic in my head about brown chocolate hair. If I ever will dye my hair again, I will definitely go for dark brown/brown chocolate hair. This color looks natural and shining. I also like because it always reminds me of Penelope Cruz - one of my favourite actress.

I forgot to tell you, that the upcomming week I will be photoshooted by my dear friend Vilma. And also I am kinda participating in some kind of virtual modeling. Not sure if I am going for this yet though...

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My favourite food, with no lieing, is vegetables

Just sketching. The head is too big though, but I was watching "Addams family" today :D that was random, but I remembered my childhood, when we used to watch them before school, while eating breakfast. That also happened today :) 

The pie and cacao. 

Boots

At last at last at last I found shoes in my size. I never told you before, but I have kinda big feet for like a girl, not the biggest possible though, but not the smallest either. :D Yes, I am happy I found shoes in my size at last, but I am not very sure now if I really want them... Those buckles bothers me a little bit and I am saving my money in a maximum level, have some plans ahead... Maybe I will even have to take a credit for this dream to come true...

Sherlock

Yes, hello. What is happening to me recently? I am changing my style so fast and so often that I don't know who I really am. I just know few thing I want to do in the future and now, but everything else, like: music genres, books, clothes, lifestyle... changing evvery single day.
For an instance my taste in music... I never thought I will like some kind of music with no lyrics...just music.. Now, it's the best I can listen.
Also, today when I had some spare time in the university, I found a detective. I have read a lot of them, when I was a kid, but all my teen age and now I was/am more into artistic/classic books, I never thought I will get back there. But hello, I liked Sherlock a lot and it was hard to put this book away (it wasn't mine). It is so thick and in English, I want it sooooo much now. Hm. Maybe I can borrow it from the University. I'll see. Damn it. I want to get back to astronomy, physics, chemistry and other things I was interested in, when I was a kid or a teenager. I was so amazing, and now just drawing and reading classics. How boring I became?

I like that he is a genius, but simultaneously he is smoking a lot a lot. Haha

Day

The whole day spent painting and in the mean time watching "friends". Missed this tv show a lot. I think I  should eat something, but the fridge is quite empty and I am too concerned about the results of the recent painting. It doesn't go well actually.
So, it's the second year we are trying to win the green card. The "game" almost started, all applications are filled, but again I don't think we will actually get it, it's too complicated.
Ok, enough of unnecessary stuff.

So, this is how Vestina does look without make-up and photoshop. I was wearing a little bit of lipstick though. haha

As long as I am alone today again, I made salad for myself, ate it with black bread and natural apple juice. You can also see that we recently bought new speekers, which, by the way, I adore. Yesterday spent all day long trying all kinds of songs. It sounds amazing. 

picture from Saturday

Amazing music and video

Amazing day

I am back very happy, tired and exhausted. I made a cool tattoo (I myself can at last admit it), with only one needle. I only did shaddows with it. But the most amazing thing was meeting my lovely friend Juste. We fell in love with each other. I totally fell for her. She is so amazing and beautiful and interesting. I have never felt anything for a girl, for sure. She invited me to sleep in her apartment, but I had to decline her offer and went home by bus... at night. Such a boing and exhausting trip. At least I felt happy remembering how we walked trough the old city with pina colada's and the weather was perfect too. The perfect day. We promised to each other we will meet again.
It's a pity I did not have time to take pictures, even though I carried that heavy camera all way long. Blast.

I liked it. It came out as she wanted,, me also...

I brought you one picture though

Smoke

Appearantly tomorrow I am going to Kaunas to tattoo a girl and also to meet my friend Juste (I hope so)... Becase I really wanna meet her... Even though I cut off my hair and I feel kinda depressed and ugly. I know, they will be healthier will grow better also those ends had to go off, but I am still sad. That's why today I am going to treat them very good. I want them to be long...very very long.

My sister posing with my red lipstick (I genuinely hope that she won't steal it from me AGAIN).

She looked pretty and I could not resist. 

Today I cut off my hair, at last. I trimmed ends and I am happy. It's just my hair left so short.... 

Changing my life NOW

I have a huge headache this morning. I am facing the consequences from yesterday: my sister arived and we had a mini sleepover "party" with wine. Since, I am not eating in the evenings, I got drunk after the first glass, even though, that wine wasn't that strong. And now, not feeling well actually, ugh.
I also do not know anything about Saturday: am I going to Kaunas, or not. Because I don't want to go by bus. It's too cold and I have lots of things to do.
Ok, starting from this day I am changing my life very much. I will try to clear my friend list a little bit. To think more positive. To take care of my body, my health and my education more. To start learning a lot a lot. Becase I love studying russian, and I have a Spanish grammar, which I haven't touched in months. Also, I should study more english and start sketching my final artwork. That will happen soon. And I must decide if I am still attending sewing school, or not. Because now I am in a fucking middle. I am not attending classes anymore, but sometimes I want to go there so much. That's it, I am gonna decide what I want from life. Because I am tired of this situation very much.

Yesterday I was drouning in the inspiration river, which dragged me in and didn't let me go. Pinterest is amazing, I love my art board, which is the fulliest. I also appreciate very much Russian school. What can I say? I adore russian art and something similar.

Klimt - one of the best artists I know

Book wanted

I am really willing to buy one of those books. I love Kate Von D, of course. And I want to learn more about tattoos. Will I from this book? I don't know... But I want it and I found some cheap offers on e-bay, like always. But they are not even used...

Home alone

So, I got home from the university and found empty apartment. It felt sad and lonely, so I've decided to take some photos. It's been a while I've done something creative with camera and make up. I am not very good at putting make up on my face, I also do not use any powder, so I hide every single flaw on my face with photoshop... But it still doesn't look so good, as if I would use some face powder... It's sad I don't have one.

This painting I found yesterday inspired me a little bit... It is amazingly inspiring.