Crazy life will happen soon

I missed you, guys. Did you miss me too? I am not sure about what I am up to, but it's fine. It's just that I feel crazy tired and I wish the studies would be over by now. But this week is the last one and when I don't know what will happen, maybe I will invite my friend for a cup of tea, after that me and my sisters should hang out a little bit or even get a tan by spending time on the beach. We'll see...
Today was a nice day, but the craziest thing what I've done is that I actually shaved my boyfriend's sides of head. haha. My sister helped me with that, I should not do that by myself you know. So, I hope, after all the exhausting graduating stuff some action will happen. But thank you for still reading this bullshit :)

P.S. One group of graduates offered me to take pictures of them partying and stuff for money. Well, it's been a long time (a full year indeed) I did something like that. If the date will be alright, I will take the offer indeed.

Movie time

Sometimes you wake up with the feeling that everything is gonna be fine and when you starrt living youur day and bad things keep happening to you. But you still deep inside believe that those things will lead to the better tomorrow. That's how I am feeling today. I am just hopping that everrything what bad happened today will make us happy in the near future. Cause sometimes it has to happen to actually bring you to the right path. It's been proven.
So, those few daus were total movie days. Since I have to stay at home and paint, at the same time I watch or rewatch some movies.

We watched this amazing Woody Allen movie. I really liked it.

I rewatched "The world according to Garp". I've seen the movie when I was a kid and also read the book after I've seen this movie. I really liked the story line and I apparently still do :) 

And also I rewatched Frida Kahlo. She inspires me so much Ican't believe it. Every single time!

Paris after Midnight

Last night we've seen an amazing movie I found totally accidental. It was created by Woody Allen , I love his movies. But I did not excpect it to be as great as it was to me. It was about a guy, who did not like to live in the era he did, he wanted to move in to Paris too for a quite long time. And when he got there, he accidently got in some kind of time hole and he could hang out with the best writers and painters from 20s after the midnight. The actors were so amazing, I mean all of them looked like real artists from photos. There were Salvador Dali, Picasso, Hamingway, Fitzgerald and so many more. But this movie has a deeper meaning that you have to live in your time and you will always think that living in other time would bring you something special, but it won't.
Anyway, I am bad at reviews, but I think if you love art, you should whatch it :) especially Woody Allen is a little genius.

And I always adore the Paris, it's vibe and people.

Too much of stuff going on!!!

That was one naughty weekend. I will excuse myself for missing some letters, because of my shitty keyboard.
So, it went even better when I planned. Of course, the birthday of my hometown was crappy, even crappier than the year before. I did not think this was actually possible at all. But at least I've done three tattoos, one of them was wolf, which I liked. But I wish it was a little bit more difficult, with more shadows and stuff... I did not want to create anything by myself, because it's tattoo, you know. And today of course I've done one more. But I liked the most yesterday that I spent so much great time with mates. After the tattoo we went away from the city, while it was raining and dark. We found one place where was a little roof and we spent there the entire evening. There was a guy, who I tattooed, some friends and my sister. So, that was kinda fun. I just missed my bed so much back then and felt so happy to finally fall asleep.
What eles? My sister is offering me her old car, but for that I should pass my driving licence (in Lithuania it is a big deal for real haha) and my father should agree before too. So, this is a tough decision for me. I feel so tired and old :D

And some photos from yesterday:

I didn't drink it anyway...

Busted :)

:)

P.S. I can say that too much of stuff is happening now in my life. With all the graduation came so many stuff too...

Time Time Time

I hope I still have readers. I am feeling like I am in some kind of time machine nowadays. But it will get on track on Monday again, I mean my previous life (maybe). No, I am good with changes, it's just that I really have to work with these paintings and to (at last) finish them.
So, today went really fast and bussy. Done free little tattoos. But the most I liked the heart tattoo. Very cute and lovely, also the lady I tattooed drove me home. That was nice of her.

Cute, isn't it? Sometimes people just don't get it how difficult it is to do a little tattoo, it requiers straight small lines, which is difficult.
So, the weather is nice. My bf bought the tickets to the forum I wrote about below. That is nice too. And what else? Nothing maybe...

This is me having fun in the forest today. haha

Open your eyes

Hello, pumkins. I am sorry for poor blogging. I almost thought of not writing here today either, but the number of readers made me rethink a little bit of this opportunity.
So, I made a free day yesterday, because all the exams were over. But I felt so tired, so I met my sisters and one friend. Then the other friend came with her daughter and we played video games with this little cute monkey. I was impressed how brave some children are. They don't give a damn if you are their age or not.
So, today I am prepearing myself to paint again, because I am leaving on weekend and I will have a bunch of tattoos. Also there will be a birthday of my hometown, so I guess there will be some fun too included in the agenda. Especially that the gang I am sort of in never goes straight to the fiesta, but spends time drinking booze. This is Lithuanian way of celebrating. But I have no money for this at the time and don't want to consume this stuff at all.

Today I felt terrible again when I realised that government keeps deleting all the important stuff. Once I saw a movie about mind power/telekinesis and government, the movie has been deleted several times before and now it's gone again. Also, if you are willing to check it by yourselves, just type "Mind power" or something like that on youtube, then check some chanels and you'll see how many videos have been deleted yet. Some may have known the truth for a long time now and we're still blind I guess. So, if you know any old untouched books I can search for about the mind and stuff, I'd be glad to know and read. I think this is our right to know and to choose whatever we want. So, keep your eyes opened. I saw one ad today, which was banned to be shown on TV, because it was about mind power and that people can heal themselves... This is just one of the examples I am giving you. And person who usually talks about this is considered to be dumb. That means someone did a great job. It must look stupid for you indeed.

So, Have a nice weekend I guess. <3

I am boring

I am becoming more and more boring. I guess I am half an adult now :D today I passed my last exam. I am happy and calm....

Today I fixed this necklace by changing the chain. I hate plastic and this one looks great now. I felt like a white trash wearing it.

Fucked up day

This day was soooo fucked I could not believe I survived. Today I had free important things to do: 1) an important review in the uni; 2) Job interview in the gallery; 3) exam.... And something went wrong. As always I was confident, my sister helped me with my artworks, they are huge indeed. There were even some terrible artworks, my sister agreed, but they did not do anything wrong to the lelcturers. Apparently my toppic is too difficult and one of the professors (?) didn't even know Plato alegory. So that went really wrong, I felt sad for myself that I actually live among dumb people. 2nd - job interview. I went to the gallery and this guy (the owner) did not even look in my eyes, did not ask anything about my experience, languages, just about my studies. The interview took 3 minutes. Wow. I guess they picked someone else before me and the girl who was waiting after me haha. What a waste of time. And the exam was terrible. I know the lecturer hates me now because of some stuff I did not do in the past, so she did not even care that I wrote everything I was requierd and wrote two marks below I was worth. I am so fucking tired of those dumb people around me. At last, tomorrow is hopefully, the last exam. God, help me!!!!!
However I want to persuade my boyfriend to attend the huge forum, which will happen in two weeks in Kaunas, it's about leadership. It is quite expencive and I hope, since we want to create our own business, we will manage to find the money to go. I think that studying and learning new things is very very important.

If you live in LT and have some spare money, do it :) it is worth it. I think you will get some priceless experience within those two days...

Dad's dream came true

It's summer, it's hot and no one wants to blog anymore. Me too. It's too hot for me to keep studying, I am tired of all that. Well, I am studying in the uni for 4 years now, one can easily get tired of same crap day after day.
This weekend I spent quite nice, except I did not take my laptop charger, but well, I did not need it anyway.I had plenty of stuff to do.
But the best thing was when I actually did a cover up for my father. He had been walking with his old tattoo for years now and he wanted to change it for so long too. The best thing was that he actually felt happy.
Of course I did more tattoos today, but I am guessing you are tired of this stuff.

Sunglasses

I spent this day not as I planned, but it turned out to be great. It was damn hot though maybe even too hot. And I have evil shoes indeed, because they did some damage for my feet. I could not walk at all.
So, we visited the gallery openning today, in which I may be working in the near future... and then we headed to my sister, then my other sister came and we played X-box or something.
Pointless again. But we bought today the very first sunglasses for my bf. He felt strange. Well, his nose was broken, so he could not wear them, but now he looks great ;)

This day was nice until I actuallyy got stuck in the elevator for the first time in my life. I can say that it feels creepy and scary.
I did not look nice in  any pictures and in reallity too today, but I was hit by a sailor haha. However, I spent some time outside with some "mates". This post is pointless. But be careful with the elevators, man.... they are freeking dangerous...

Work offer

Today I got an offer to work in a gallery, it's not a full time job for sure. But I need some experience. I would take it immediately, but I actually don't know if I will be able to work since May 30 till June 6th full time, because I maybe will have to display my artworks in the other gallery and to actually finish and to introduce the rewievers with my artworks and thesis. So, anyway, I will try my best to show what I can and I hope I will suceed. Wish me luck.

Busy

I am like a mad scientist sitting alone at home although painting instead of creating new formulas. My thesis is still not even in a middle, I am scared. But at least paintings are progressing. But maybe this is cool for me not to go out so much, I heard the weather is chilly outside haha. Today my sister visited me in this crazy lab, that's why I haven't painted yet even though it's 5 p.m. already and I might be freaking out soon. 2 more exams and a bachelor thesis+paintings only left. I must not stop.
How about you, do you have lots of work with your crazy exams and stuff?

This was my exam outfit. Very comfortable and it looked nice, even though it does not look in this pic...

I can't believe it's spring already. Nature wouldn't wait for me and do whatever she wants...

Burning some stuff

Yesterday was fun, burning ex boyfriend's stuff... Now I have to go back to reality and study.

She promissed she will light a cigarete of this dog, hich her ex gave her as a gift.

I love the strokes in the sky, looks very great. 

In a speed Time machine

I am so happy that I actually can earn some extra money during the weekend. I also love tattooing when my machines are alright. But indeed I am ditching my friends recently a lot, I think I will loose any connection I made. It makes me feel sad, but I have sooo much work. I think this week will be a huge time machine for me. Wish me luck.

Today I took my necklace. Well, I did not expect the chain to be made of plastic, but whatever :D It looks neat...

And two tattoos I did today. I especially liked the cat below. Cute.

Young adult

Busy busy today and two days in the future will be too. First of all the stuff going around, then the tattoo I did today. One thing is that I really hate neck areas. These are damn hard to tattoo. A whole day on wheels or with a tattoo gun. Ah. And this night I am at last going on my fb and my friend sent me a message that she wants to take me to Palanga with her friends tonight (?). Why???? Why I missed this message, now I will die in suffer :D
So, anyway, tomorrow I have two tattoos. I have to spend some little precious time with my family and then I will head off back to Klaipeda where I will meet my other friend and we will go to the flea market. I hope I'll be able to find some goodies. But I can't spend any money now. We also today visited my bf's cousin's shop, which I advertised yesterday and it was nice and cosy. It's a pity they did not have a lot of customers yet. So, lots of things are going on, I am guessing I am now in the young adult world.... hm...

The tattoo, which requiered a lot of my strenght....

Spring!!!

Omg, I am so boring recently and still very sick. Don't know how it actully happened in the end oof spring, but yesterday I felt like shit and was all skahing while sitting in the cold university. But today is alright, painting and studying and maybe will be tattooing this weekend. I am very very close to my secret dream with all the money stuff, but I hope I won't have to wait longer, when I get the decent amount of money.
So anyway, keep a track and you will maybe see some changes. Yeeey!!! And the spring came, I can't actually believe in it. Sorry for boring blogging. I would love to visit my boyfriend's cousin's shop which is openning tomorrow. We will see if I will have some free time. If you're living in Klaipeda, you can check it too: MR Home
I hope you are enjoying the spring.

This pile of tissues happened within the half of hour haha

Spring!!!

This day is hot, or what? I almost took of my jacket, but I am still sick so, that wasn't a good idea anyway. But this day was nice, even though I don't have a lot to tell, I thought I'll keep in touch with you, guys. Because since I read some of the blogs almost on a daly basis and after they decide to post less, or even quit quickly after starting the blog, that feels awkward. When you start reading something and getting to know the person she or he leaves.
So, anyway, I hope you all enjoy the sun and don't sunbathe too long. I can almost see a tan on myself after spending some time outside.
Now I am off to write the essay.

You will have to deal with the big amount of instagram photos till I will get bored of it. So, this is me today - stressed, depressed but well dressed.

You can already see how amazing looks the nature around here. I wouldn't say this springs is adorable, but it's nice after all this winter stuff to enjoy sun and almost heat :)

Gallery

Today I woke up totally sick, I spent an unpleasant night trying to sleep with the sore throat and a fever. I believe that happened yesterday, when our family spent some good time outside, washing cars at my grandma's and aunt's with some cousins. Some amazing time, which was ruined in the evening, when I got news that my sister's only ex boyfriend got married after 6 months they broke up. It's a little bit funny how people can change their life partners so quickly and even get married. What do you think about that? I am sorry if I am putting this out and making you feel uncomfortable.
Anyway, so today with the fever I met my course mate and we went to the gallery she used to work at to make a presentation for managment lectures (boring). I felt better, because so many painters, who have their names, their paintings are way too expensive, even though they don't even know how to draw sometimes. I mean, some of the paintings are uncorrect and also some of them are too expensive, that's why just a few people buy them. I write mean this time maybe, but a lot of people agree with me, who saw them. Anyway, that made me feel better about my paintings.

It begins...

I kinda forgot to post on this blog. I got a new cellphone though, which is android and I can post stupid ugly pictures of my dumb life and post it on the instagram. I like the feeling that you actually can surf on the internet and stuff using only a cellphone. Feels awesome.
The days are going by very very fast. Today for an instance I did two tattoos. I've been otside a lot, the weather was amazing. We also ate lots of great food and I had lots of good time.

haha. And it begins... :D

The drawing above is the one I did last weekend, while I was relaxing at my parents' apartment. The tattoo pictres aren't very clear, but I remade a little bit the raven on my bf's leg and drew something above it and we did it last night. I spent 8 hours painting yesterday and I can't see any results. I have an invitation to go to the festival for free from one of my friends and the other one offered to go to new/old flea market with her. If I will have any free time, I will bring some shit home. Now I am off to meet my two besties :) 

Fancy cup

That is some difficult days I am facing with all the graduating, not knowing the future and trying to do my best. When I am not going to the lectures, I am painting or doing some other work. Noting seems to be happening at the moment, even my paintings haha.
What can I say, I will loose all my readers I guess. I became harsh on myself and others, and I am not taking people seariously anymore, who whant to take advantage of me. I saw those people clearly recently and that made me somehow happy. I advise you to do the same.
But my eyes, they are totally concerning me at the moment. Almost always sore and I am almost all the time "crying". I think I should see and eye doctor?

Isn't that amazing, how little cute things can do so much good for the environment? I bought these two cups yesterday, it's fancy. But it can be filled with such a small amount of tea.