Highest stress level

I got 8.1 wondows. I had 8, but I got 8.1 for free, since I just recently bought my computer. And now it's slow. I am so hoping that it's permanent until It will restart itself or update something. However I cannot stand slow computers.
Yesterday I passed my first exam. I got a higher grade than I expected. But to say the truth I did not even think I will pass it. One more very difficult exam is waiting for me on Tuesday. Wish me luck.
But yesterday I've reached the highest stress level I have ever reached in my entire life. I have so much job. so many responsibilities that I almost burst into the tears, when I got back from Uni.

It was a pure pleasure to tattoo this girl. I did a cover up on her old spider tattoo, however I wish I had my camera with me. Because even her cellphone took better pics than mine, but I did not want to be nagging and didn't ask for the pictures from her.

EM Contour and Highlighting Stick

I almost never talk or write about any beauty products. In my opinion it is quite boring, also there are so many girls on the internet writing and talking about it. But today I'll make an exeption.
I am a little bit confused how could I contoure my face properly. I totally love the idea of making your cheek bones to stand out and maybe making some highlights and stuff. But I am so not familiar with this process. So I started a little research (since I will have to attend few weddings this year and I need to look liek a woman). And I got a little bit dissapointed. I found a contoure and highlight stick, which I would love to get, but it is rather exepnsive and also I cannot find anywhere to buy it. There is this girl who makes tutorials apparently and she made this stick with her brand. Anyways, I found that mac has something similar, but it's not the same, I also guess it's expensive too and I cannot find where could I buy it online + if I would find it, would it come on time? Because less than a month left until USA. Maybe I should search for something like that in USA though... hm. Also has someone of you any tips how to conture your face (properly) without a stick? And maybe no bronzers, they look terrible. Or maybe not...

A perfect solution 

Drawing male

Today I tried to relax a lil' bit. I kind of succeeded. My boyfriend is working this week and I have tones of work + the exam. Therefore i took today off everything that bothers me and dedicated myself to watching documentaries and drawing. I must admit, I don't draw male (almost). And my love noted that to me, so I tried to draw male today. haha. as funny as it sounds, but I could not capture it as good as I wanted. But who cares about my drawings anyway?

I really should top posting instagram stuff here, but it's way easier.

My mother in law gave me this dress. I love it

And the results. haha

My rad weekend

What a nice weekend I had. First of all yesterday it was hot like in hell. I kind of liked it, however at some point it was too hot. I did 4 tattoos yesterday and I was sweating like a pig. Today I did one more tattoo...
So after the tattoos yesterday my little sister and her bf took us out and we had a blast in a forest. We took some beer, salty nuts and just enjoyed the hot weather. Today after tattoo my boyfriend took me to the sea to tan a little bit, so we spent there time with my mother in law. She is so great.

The tattoo we did in two sittings. 

Two pretty boys

It was my first time sitting in the front and watching him drive. I felt somehow very proud

And I did a little photoshoot on Friday night

And a little bit of sneaks peaks 

Hello again

I survived last lectures omg omg. However I still have so many things to do, including my exams. Even though today I got little bit excited about travelling to USA.
Today I got back to my hometown to continue tattooing. yesterday I was tattooing too. Although I cannot show you the results yet, I tattooed my friend and it was quite a big piece and his leg got a little bit swollen, so we decided (again) to take pictures later, when it's healed. But it looks nice. Also today did two more not too big tattoos. But I guess you got fed up with these things.
I think I will go out, because it's 30 C degrees outside. And I am alone again. Should study though...
P.S. I got a little job offer in the summer for one month after I get back from USA. I am tempted to take it, however I am not sure where I am gonna be at that moment in my life. Also If I am getting back from USA I really wanted to visit at least one festival... Ugh. not sure what to do.

OFF

Yesterday I did this huge thing - I bought shoes for two weddings coming this summer. My feet are quite huge, therefore it's very difficult to buy high heels for me. Not because of the size (which is strange), but my second finger is bigger than the first one, that is why I cannot wear heels with closed fronts. That is why I exactly searched for something with opened ones. And the color had to be right.

They look a little bit pink, but that's mostly the filter. They are so comfortable though, I wanted that sort of shoes. Because I will have to take care of my sister when she's gonna get married. 

And today is my last day attending lectures this semester. I could not feel more tired and happy at the same time. Only the exams are still feeling like a huge weight. But I will survive hopefully. I want to draw, to paint and read :(

Warm spring nights

Today after a pile of works, I met my bff. we spent some time in bars and went out for a walk with her dog. The weather today is such a blast. Only during the day it was rather too hot. But when the sun got down, it felt amazing. After the walk with my friend I invited my boyfriend to explore the city during warm night. It felt like we were in Italy again, especially in the old town. We grabbed some vegetarian sandwiches and then kept on walking. Such an amazing time.

My beautiful weekend

This weekend I tattooed. I tattooed more than in these shots below. We even started this big piece with one guy, but we did not finish it in one sitting, that is why I am not showing you the results.

Before ~ after

I also met with my sisters today. We ate pizza and then went shopping for the upcoming weddings. I need shoes to go with my dress I am gonna wear in wedding, but I cannot find them :( 

And I also went for a long walk with  my love. I loved everything about it <3

Long day

Today was a very busy day and it rather gave me a headache. Not because I did not like it, just because I was so busy and I met so many new and old people I could not count, and heard so many news haha.
The best news of today is that my boyfriend passed his driving exam today and in a week or to he will have driving licence, at last. We kind of waited for this for 4 years almost now. We did not have enough courage to start this again and now I could not be more proud. He even passed in one try. Nice :)

Also, yesterday we went to see my brother's in law new "Home cinema" (?), not sure how it is called. There we met my other sister and hr bf, ate some fancy cheese and got ourselves some beer. Watched a movie and tried this system out. 

In fact I spent even more time with these two ladies. We went to pick the dresses for their weddings. Of course, my little sister is getting married sooner, therefore we concentrated on her. So my sis invited one more lady friend and we spent some great time together. Although I got so tired, I did not know that was so exhausting.

I git back quite late in the evening and I had my two tattoos waiting for me. What a long day. And tomorrow is gonna be another long day too.

Goodnight, moon babies :* 

Work work work

I am not sure how much rest do I need to get myself back. It's all about tests, exams and paper work. I don't remember how it feels to tattoo, or be happy and free. Ugh. But the lectures are almost over, this is great news for me. I'll be able to relax a little bit more, to concentrate on the exams and to prepare myself for this summer. This week with no doubt is one of the hardest. I had 3 big tests and paper work, also a lot of stress and on top of that I have a few tattoos and to meet friends tomorrow and also to help my sister(s) find their dream wedding dresses. At least for one of them this week.

Nothing seems to be satisfying anymore...

I was not ready for this test

This day was strange. I was saved by grace and I guess my grade will land from heaven. Although this semester is the hardest one in my life. I was even more happy when I had to pass high school exams, which really counted in my life haha. And now it is so hard and difficult I cannot say... I am so looking forward to the end of this semester, omg. I don't know what people actually do at their free time anymore.

After the awful test I had to treat myself by something. Even though I try to cut milk products out of my life, sometimes it's worth it. Also because there is nothing more to eat for me, like no more snacks and shit.

I wasn't ready for this test. But my hand looked pretty relaxed :D

La Vita e bella

I wish I could think like that today. This whole week I felt like shit. I have so much work, but instead I was watching "bridezillas" with my older sister this weekend. And just hanging around. Because at some point I thought that fear and stress will kill me, therefore I just did nothing. I know that sounds crazy, but I was so unhappy. I am just hoping this month to end.

Here you go, the tattoo I did today. However I did not wipe the ink correctly, that's why it looks dirty.

Rob Greenfield

It hasn't been the best time in my life these few weeks. I have a lot of work to be done. But I am always from time to time thinking about leaving it all behind. It always fascinates me how less a human being really needs. If only I could leave my studies behind (I can't, because I would have to pay if I did it) and just travel around the world. With no possessions, no debts (I have none of them at the moment, but if I would leave my studies, I would haha).
That is why I am always fond on people, who travel with no money and live on the streets just to show us we don't need it all.
Today I found this man Rob Greenfield, he traveled a lot, he owns almost nothing and just lives his life eating natural vegetables, living in the moment and free.

I especially loved this article. I think that sex is a natural thing and a natural topic too. I totally agree with everything he wrote on it. I also don't want to have any kids of my own in the future, only maybe I'll adopt, when I'll be way older. Anyways, I totally support the guy. 

Spring kicked in

The spring really kicked in. The rain was falling down all day long only with some breaks. However I was walking a lot and the rain did not even bother me.
Today I came back to my home town to visit my parents and also to get my rucksack back from fixing + my golden chain. I only got my bag, because somehow they could just not do a single little thing as they told me that they will do this week. And I still could not wear my new golden necklace, and to show you it. I got so very sad. Because this little piece of jewelry really mean something to me.
I also brought my dress for fixing too. But I spent my time nicely with my mother in law and her friend (who is gonna fix that dress for me). I realized I avoid talking to my mother in law, I think that I act and talk stupid. But today was great, we bonded a little bit....
I am so boring.

Walking in the forest alone felt incredible 

If only this city would not be that boring. I wish I wanted to live here, it's very beautiful and peaceful. 

Crime and punishment

Today after a long day with my sisters, I came back home and spend my free time watching "Crime and punishment". I read the book, I looooved it. I also loved the movie. It wasn't changed at all. I was even very amazed of that. Haha. I like when the movie is the same as a book. It was in Russian, however with some English subtitles. I loved mostly everything about it, but you have to get used to the acting, because it's an old movie. I found only the second part of the movie online.

I am not creative

I wish there was a new way to introduce myself to you, guys. I always start all the updates with same words. But oh well, I am not very creative in words recently. I haven't been reading a lot lately, because of my pile of homework. I only read now about organizational culture and leadership styles :D I am hoping to catch up with reading when I am travelling to USA.
So Today I did a tattoo and I drew these few past days + my homework. I am so looking forward to ending this semester.

I am studying a little bit more recently. Haven't tattooed for few days, therefore looking for tomorrow, because I have something planned. I hope you missed me <3

I also wanted to share some pictures I captured during my visit at my hometown. I adore trains, warm nights (even though this one wasn't warm) and long walks.

My recent purchases

So, 3 weeks ago (or more) I ordered this dress for my sister's wedding and the wedding which I am hoping to attend in USA. I thought I'll save money, I'll get it online and sadly use it for two weddings in a row. However wasn't confident about my weight and I got myself the one, which is way too big for me. And I got so sad, I cannot send it back, because the seller does not have this model anymore on his shop and I need this dress :D so, I will try to make it smaller. ugh

It looks very great in reality. Oh well. 

And I bought these Nike shoes today. I like them so much, they are way too comfortable and I am gonna travel with them to USA :) yeaaay 

Tattoo weekend

Hey, peeps. I've been soooo busy today. I have been tattooing all day long and I think I deserved some rest. However I still have so much work to do.
For few days now it became so cold here in Lithuania and I instantly got so sad because of it. I was so dreaming about a long walk around a town. But I am glad I came here for mother's day. I got to do so much business. I got my necklace I told you on the previous post, with amazing words engraved on it. But I am not gonna show you it until I will get my golden chain back from fixing. Ugh, why I have to wait for this pleasure?
But About tattoos on this post. I am starting to feel more confident about them, however I have so much to learn still. I did 5 of them today, I was like on fire. And the time of doing is shorter too. Glad about it.

I did two of these. One for Boy (K), another one for his girl (Q).