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Today is sooooo cold outside. I am so happy I am going home by car, wouldn't handle to go to bus station. An Enormous wind is blowing and snow and -25 C degrees

I wear three pairs of thick socks

mmm... Fall

I found this fella on the street

My handsome boy when he was 3 years old. Personal archive

My sister's and mine work heads :D she is a hairdresser I am a painter

haha. Liked this pic

My graphi works, They look disguisting because of the quallity of the picture :D

My painting, this man. Lecturer took it away from me

For fun

another not finished disaster

The project I was working on for the psychologists. Well, this wasn't a finished one. I didn't have a time to take photo of th finished project. Also, have to paint with bad quallity wall colors and from my head. Not using anything and had to work fast. And me and my friend Gintare, we cut a bigger hole than we had to. 

mmm...zara...mmm... the beatles... :)

measuring my hair. That happened yesterday

showing my ugly face with no make up. 

3 months ago. Now my hair looks thicker and longer a lot. Everything is going well. Looking foward to the summer. Muhahaha

40

1. what makes you feel most alive? - Creative work. When I can use my imagination and talents
2. describe your best kiss. -  I hade so many of them I couldn't choose one 
3. can you love someone without loving yourself? - No. I always fail in that case
4. what’s your favorite physical possession?- I don't understand the question
5. do you think you live in the past, present, or future? - I am more the future person. But I try to live in the present as much as it's possible, even though it's very hard to achieve, when I cannot be with my boyfriend, to travel and do wat I want :)
6. do you prefer dating someone you’ve known for a long time, or have met recently? - Recently met. The experience I had, showed me that there are too many wrong things in the past between two people. So, it's better if you don't know him.
7. complete the sentence: “in a perfect world…” - I could live without my ego and won't be hurt
8. could you enjoy sex without committing emotionally? - NEVER
9. what’s your earliest memory? - I was a baby and my parents took me to see their parents. And I remember the lamp in my grandmother's kitchen. Don't know why I remember this... No one believes in me. I was a babay, small baby.
10. what’s something you’ll never understand about the opposite sex? - I don't know. I kinda understand everything they do and feel. No, I don't pretend to be a perfect girlfriend, but men are understandable. 
11. how do you define the concept of a soul? - I think that the soul is the spot of the light and energy. The soul cannot be bad
12. on a scale of one to ten, how would you rate your appearance? - 7. I haven't achieved a lot of things talking about my appearance, but I am working on.
13. how would you define your sense of humor? - I kinda like it. It's intelligent and simple. But not all people do (muhahahaha). 
14. if someone were to serenade you to win you over, what song would they sing? -  I had one serenade and the song was perfect for me. But I won't tell you the song. That was amazing :o 
15. are you more concerned with taste or calories when you eat?  -With taste
16. how do you decide when to let go of something? - I sit down after realising that I've gone too far... and one moment I decide I will change. And I change
17. do you believe in fate? I believe in fate, but I think that we can change it :)
18. if you could tell something to an ex, what would you say? - I don't have an ex :D but If I would have one, I would say to him "Fail" :D
19. what does the third text in your inbox say? - "Missed you" hm...
20. what are five things that make you cry? -1. Sad, homeless animals. 2. beautiful feeligs 3. when my parents cry 4. seeing the beautiful places I never bin. 5. Funerals
21. have you ever considered suicide? - Yes
22. does the end justify the means? hm... not sure
23. what was the last dream you can remember about? - About strange worlds where I live at nights. And my sisters were there...I remember. 
24. would you be more hurt by a partner having an emotional affair or a physical affair? - Wow. That's a question. Difficult one. I would be equal mad both times
25. do you think your astrological sign suits you? - Very much
26. what’s something a person should know before dating you? - That I am a total bitch. I am not a good girl and I won't lick anyone's ass...
27. do you believe in life after death? Since I was born...I do. 
28. what historical period would you most like to live in? - Hm... I would like to live in XIX century or XX. To be hippie maybe...early 70s
29. do you prefer to stand out or blend in?  - Stand out!
30. what kind of drink are you? - I am a tea
31. what’s a trait that you hate in a person? - I hate acting. You can be whoever you want, just don't act. It looks stupidly. I don't know if it's even a trait. But I hate it a lot. I can handle a lot of bad traits, I really do, but I cannot handle acting. 
32. if you could sleep with any fictional character, who would you do?  - That's a stupid question. I think I wrote before, I wouldn't have sex with a person I am not in loe with. I am not in love with any charaters. :D
33. which of your five senses could you live without? - Without....sense of humour :D kidding. Hm...If I must choose....what to loose, I would loose the sense of smell. But I like smelling a lot
34. how has your taste in music changed in the past years? - Well, it hasn't changed a lot. Maybe just that I listen to the more gentle music. Few years ago I listened almost only to metal. Now I prefer rock, also strange music. Like Devendra's Banhart. Don't know what style he is in. I hate styles.
35. what’s your favorite fairy tale? - Aladin :) Mermaid and... Beauty and the beast. And Buratinas, I adore it.
36. are looks important in a relationship? - Of course not. Unless he or she smells bad, but that is not a look. 
37. which parent are you more like?  - What? Mom or Dad? Dad
38. do you prefer to fuck or make love? - Make love
39. were you to have children, what would you name them? - Atilas for the boy. Themba for a girl. Ad now you think "poor children"
40. in general, do you prefer to ask or get asked? - I love both of them equally

Tattoos

I love tattoos. Those secret codes. I like people who have them (not too much) they seem interesting

Sometimes I like those small secret ones

Which you accidently see

I love tattoos on the tighs

And one day I maybe will have a tattoo or tattoos on my tigh/s

I like the eclectic

mmm...Tighs

Am I....?

Life is going better. At last holidays are over. I never expect this to say, but I am happy to be back in normal life. Hello studies, I am comming.
So, going to Klaipeda... and on the public traffic add I see that there is 50 percent discount to study languages. I would like to have French courses so much. But to study two languages in one time? Almost signed for the second term for Spanish classes and now... French? What I am thinking about? At leats I know that I want to study something additional. Like to have an opportunity to study in that sewing/design school in Klaipeda. That would be awesome. I have to do the more things I can.
Talking about that school, so my sister's friend is studying there, I had to take photos of her collection. But the collection is off till some time in the future. I just can't believe it's only possible.
I just have an enormous lust right now to study a lot. Am I insane?

Those book shops are amazing. I would lose myself into them. I would buy everything I could carry and pay for...

I sometimes don't understand myself. One day I am a nerd. Another one I feel like an artist. And other day I want to put on make-up and to think pink. 

Monday

I know my timetable. It sucks. Double lectures. It's so good I have rested from painting and drawing this month. Cause this month everything will be twice hard and twice long. haha.

This is what I made. I hope to embroider more cloths in a near future

Bohemian

Maybe this emotionaly hard time is passing away. At least I wanna believe in this. Today I realised I want to create my own style, mixed one. With the Bohemian skirts, dresses, jewerly, somtimes with vogue dresses, or sometimes trying to wear some black gothich accessories. I want to paint so much, I haven't painted for a mounth. This is so not good. I have few sketches, I wanna move on.
I've spent this idle month reading books, taking photos (just a bit), dreaming and watching TV shows. Also cheering up my sister and friend. This is it. Oh, right, I passed all my exams also.
Yesterday I embroidered a cool rose on my shirt. I'll show you it later.
Today I am so into all the big plans in my head. I like them. Also, browsing a really awesome bohemian blog, which I adore. Waiting for the bohemian summer to come <3

I've started making my own dream catcher, but haven't finished it yet (shame on me). This jewelry reminds me the dream catcher, would like to start making jewelry again. Must start

But I finished embroidering and I am searching for a really big project right now. Wanna find a cloth where I could make something like that

Thinking of doing something like that on my suitcase

Adorable dress and a hairstyle

More adorable dress

My favourite talisman - healing hand

One more thing.My sister will be modeling for her best friend's collection of clothes. And maybe I am going with her to take some photos, and I would be in a after party. With all the designers and so on. You know how much I want to study fashion design. But she is not studying in the high college in which I'd love to study. Ah... But I am not decided yet if I am going, because I would have to skip classes.

Weeds

I started watching a really good TV show called "Weeds". It's a bout a woman/mother whose husband is dead and she has to take care of her two sons. She starts selling pot. Which is sometimes funny, sometimes sad. I like her a lot as a mother and  a person. If I ever would be a mother, I would like to be like she is. She is amazingly understanding and beautiful from all sides. She is really beautiful to me as a woman. So. I like this TV show a lot. Also, I really  have to have one for this season of the year. We have a big coldness outside with a wind. This is not for me. Also, I feel so tired I don't want to go anywhere, though I had to visit someone yesterday. And It felt so cold.

Please, good weather, come, so I  could wear beautiful clothes again