Room Adjustments

I am not sure if I type correctly some words, so I am sorry for the possible mistakes.
Hence I can sum up my day. Even though it's only 3pm. I visited library. I cleaned my room and changed something. Also, I got an invitation to be photoshooted for one Botique's collection. I said I can't come at 11am, because it's in a capital city and It is far away from my city. But she said she will call me and we will discuss all the details. But I would like to go in the Spring, not this cold week. I am not scared or something. Whatever. I think I am not going. But it's good that somebody notices me and also I wasn't able that week to go to the selection and they still liked me, which is nice, I guess :)

I couldn't take a better pic of my trousers and fur, how good they fit together. And I added a belt on the black fur, and it looks great ;)

I finally managed to tidy up a little bit and to sort my books. I put them all in a suitcase. awesome :)

And some records too

Antique gypseous head

Lights

Some candles and so on.

Now I really want to read the books I brought from the library. I even found an evangel according to Judas. It's not about those Jesus times, I believe so.

Trousers

I always think of quitting writing this blog. But then I see that I have readers,  cannot stop doing it. And after all I start blogging everyday, or trying to blog everyday. I feel obliged, but I kinda like it.

I love my new trousers. They are amazing

Yesterday I found a web shop or whatever you call it, full of my style of cloths and beautiful pics. You check it here odylyne

Photos

Hello, Gangstas. Are you waiting to see some photos of me? Of course, that's not all. And I like the first one the most. Actually I didn't really like my make up. I didn't like those shadows Above the eyes a bit. But we cannot change what is done...

I like this one the most

The shadows. Or maybe you think differently. 

I have been shooted for about 5 hours. And after all this I will have only few pics. But The photographer wants to work with me more. So maybe I'll have more pics after I'll show you all these.

I wanna see some more pics with the red dress.
Today I had to choose among a really good book, which I want to read soooo much and now even a movie is made and I am going to see it in a near future. It is a Lithuanian writer, who I really adore, it's a pity, she is already dead. She is my favourite author. But I assumed that I shouldn't buy books anymore, because I don't have a place to put them. I have full room of them. I need to find this book in a library. Also, I wanted to buy a really nice scarf on sale. Then I've decided I need a heand cream from body shop with rose oil. And after all  I found amazing beige trousers on sale in zara. And in the end I bought them. I am shallow. Can you imagine this, instead of buying a really good book, I bought the trousers. And why the heck I am even writing this?

Lame day

I am tired of being tired and coplaining all the time. The photoshoot went well and the photograher invited me to do some more work sometime in the future. I am waiting for the pictures. 

That's all I can say today. Need to start doing creative work or I'll die from feeling a jerk.

I know, it's lame. But I like it

Made this stuff on my bed

I want a typing machine

Next week I'll be free 5 days, which is amazing. Amazing as much as it could be. Tomorrow is gonna be a long day. And after that I'll try to rest and sort things out. I mean, to sort things in my room. It became a mess. I need to change something and to recover from the winter. Today it was only - 4 C degrees, it's amazing to live like that. Nice.
So, I am thinking of some adjustments in my room. Want to do something interesting with the lights... or with fabrics. I don't know if I will be in a good mood and won't be very exhausted as I feel know. Wintr, get out of our country, you, whore.

mm...Lights

I rember us building a tent in the middle of the room. I liked sleeping inside of it

I like old copboards. I have one in my room

This room is so beautiful. I remember sleeping in a very similar room when I was a child at my grandmma's

mmmm

And a typing machine. I'd love to be able to build some kind of tent in my room, where I could dream and write with my imaginry typing machine. I want a typing machine soooo much :( and a gramophone for myself

I am alone at home

Today I got my cloths, if you are interested. Met a really nice girl, who will be my stylist. We talked a lot today, not about the photosession, of course. She is interesting.

Love this skirt a lot

The dress is not facinating a lot. It needs some adjsutments

And I underwar dress. Don't know how to call it

All the cloths are too big for me, except the last dress, which is underwear. Today I cannot concentrate, I am sorry. I type with a lot of mistakes and my computer is crashing down, somehow. So, I am gonna take some jewelry and shoes and maybe some dresses too. Looking foraward to be photographed by a good photographer. And I realy liked new painting technique, which we tried today. Also, I am glad to be alone at home for a while. Really missed to be alone....mmm

Me gusta

Ok ok, I am sorry for not blogging a lot. I know I suck.
Here we go... This Saturday I'll be photoshooted with cloths, which I would see tomorrow. I guess it will be a sweet old dress or something. Not trying to guess what style it will be.
Half of this day I was in a really bad mood. I am glad now I will have a really interesting photoshoot on Saturday also I had an amazing pizza with my friend today and I bought a really good book. The whole book about hair and how to wash them with natural products. That is something what Vestina likes. Taking care of her hair.
So, I am looking foraward to the photosession on Saturday, also to tomorrows lectures (we are gonna paint using new technique), also to the Spring and to see my dress..... and and and... I am tired. Wanna go read my new book, which I like a lot. And also, maybe tomorrow or on Friday I am going to the sewing/design school to talk about me stuying there. I guess they could only take me the other year, but that would be great. In 4th course we won't have a lot of lectures and I would have 2 professions, also I would be able to study design in the University or college after the studies in that school. Wish me luck, guys. This week is so crowded.
I also had to visit dentist today and my teeht hurts so much after pizza.... ahr

Me gusta this book.

Cindy Sherman

Today I found an interesting person. I don't know if she inspired me, because at this moment in my life I don't know if it's possible. But I like that she is a photographer an a model. That is something extraordinary to me. I am used to see people who just are models, or photographers. But you can be both. And also she created movies, or participated in creating them. Don't know very well. If you will be interested in her you can read and check her photos here cindysherman
Gonna make some pancakes today. I am so bad at cooking recently. Feel so tired after lectures today...

I didn't know Zooey Deschanel has that sort of picture. But I like it. We all have our secret whores inside of us, as she said... Also, she has a quite nice waste

I am a hosewife

Since I am back to our crappy appartment and drinking ugly coffee, I consodered I should write something here.  Life is so boring in winter. All day long you stay at home. You don't get any invitations from your friends. Also, one of my friends moved to Alaska. Which is very sad.
It's enormous coldness outside and I feel tired. We started studying a lot and I don't know if I want to work.
Today I found a really nice linen fabric which I will embroider and make a bag. looking forward to embroider something. My mother in law is knitting such beautiful clothes, socks. She said she could teach me, but I don't know if I am very able to do this. I have very weak nerves. But I want to knit a dress so much.

My baked bread. People liked it so much. I feel happy

I am a damn hosewife. My linen fabric

An accidence we saw this week. I like taking strange photos with my cellphone

 ‘It’s nice to be able to try and build the life you want for yourself. All the things you start off with are given to you by somebody else. You have to be brave and try to start again. It might be a little scary. Not many people say “let’s start life over and do it again the way I want to.”’ - A qoute I found today

Zara

Ok. I am a bit obsessed with zara shop. Well, we have all our obsessions. One thing is that I don't want to have cloths from one shop, also, it's not my style very much. At least I would know what my style is. One day I just adore wearing bohemian cloths, another day I am just a leather jacket and high heels chick.
You  know that with this I am going somewhere. Recently I visited zara shop and found such beautiful shoes with high heels. I didn't want to try them on, because I wore too  much of socks that moment and I didn't want to fall in love with them more, because I didn't have too much money. Also, I am not quite sure if I should wear high heels. It's a pity I fall in love with high heels. Because when I wear them, I am a bit taller than my boyfriend is. And I believe that the shoes I fell in love with are the ones who you cannot wear too much, because it's had to walk with them.

And I don't know which color I should take if I will save some money to buy them and if they will fit me well. 

Yesterday I made a home made bread by myself, I am kinda proud of myself. And today I will have to bake it and prepear a new canvas for new week. A big one. We are strting to work a lot this year. Long work's ahead. Also homework. Have to copy a lot of thing from anathomy book. Huh