Pets

If I ever have my home, I will want to keep a pets. Somehow, I adore pets. They are happy, fun and cute. But, of course, I would like to have a pet only when I will have a stable foundation and won't travel much. You get the idea. And what would I like to keep at home is...a long list.

First of all, I'd love to have a dog. It would be great if it would be a husky. With those adorable evel eyes.

Also, I would like to keep a little monkey. I would like it to be happy in my home. Really. I adore animals.

Also, I would appreciate if someone would let me to have a cat. I love cats and I'd love to have one in my house. I considered that it could be a black one.

And a lost bambi

And an ermine. Very much. Maybe I want it more than all the animals above

Eco

I am willing to give a shot to all the natural ways to get shiny hair and beautiful skin. Am I a freak? People start thinking, that I am a total eco person. Maybe I am, a bit, but I am not mad about all this as some people. I actually even hate people who are hyper active in something. Hate those parents who adore their kids and read and study only about them. Or something like that. Or people adore something too much, that fucking freaks me out.
So, I was saying, I love those natural ways to get a healthy hair and skin. And today I can't stop readying about all this. I kinda don't want my hair to grow any faster anymore. Something happened, but I want them to be healthier, maybe a bit shaggy. Well, I hate that my hair shines too much and they are kinda sikly, that causes a lot of problems to me. So what can help you to prevent your hair from the pollution and so on? First of all Eggs, they ae great. I love eggs, they have a lot of vitamines. Honey, it's also very good for your face skin and lips. I used to leave some honey on my lips for all night, when you wake up, you can feel that they are so soft. And honey + cynamon is the best face mask I have ever had.  Also aloe is great for your hair and oils. Olive oil. You can use it as a conditioner. Vitamine B6 is one of the most important of all vitamines. To drink a lot of water, I can't drink a lot of water. Should start doing it. And blah blah blah. Just try not to use all those shampoos from the markets, they can damage your hair so much, especially if they are weak.
I wanna start eating healthier food. Also, ah, don't know what happened, I really need to start tattooing. I guess I really want it, wanted too long. I am saving money for tattoo machine... :(

Spring

I can feel it in the air. The spring is almost here. Today the sun is shining and no wind is blowing. I feel so happy. But still feeling so empty inside. I just keep searching for the inspiration all the time, so I wanted to see the sea today. I really liked it. And it inspired me for some mintues, until I got back home.
As you know, spring is  the seasson when girls want to dress nicer and they want to wear shorter dresses, thinner jackets and tights, higher heels. I am not the exeption. I found two dresses I've been searching for a half an year.

Black one would look amazing and it is quite cheap. And even cheaper than the second one.

But I also like this one. Of course, the color could be beige (I adore beige) and it's short, you can wear it in the summer also, when it's a big heat outside. But it's more expencive and you cannot wear it for an instance in the cold spring. 

Or the red one? Hm

Well, I have to choose only one of them. Because I've decided yeterday to start saving money.

Hat maniac

Couldn't resist. Wanted to show you my new hat, but the pic is so damn bad and you can't see it. I hate my flash, impossible to turn it off

Found this beauty in our auditorium... I look like Van Gogh

P.S. Today at last I managed to pay the bills. After two months :D

Blahr

At last, today I bought this hat

I was wanting for this hat too long, that's why I am not very happy I bought it. Well, one thing, it was way too cheap for me not to buy it, also I need to cover my head, when the sun will come up. I have to save my hair. Last summer my hair bleached so much because of the sun. I will never let this happen again. Also, it looks great. Really. Even if you don't believe in this.
I also today bought some stuff from the bodyshop. At last. Something from Morocco.
Me and my cousin Egle, we are good friends also, we decided that I am going to her town and we will spend some time together and we will search for some vintage cloths in second hand shops. In her city there are so many good of them. Man, I am waiting for this to come. Vintage cloths....

Saturday

I realise I got so many e-mails from the same people, same websites day to day. I eat the same food all the time, changing just some details (well, I am not very good at eating... cooking something new). I sleep in the same 3 places all the time, changing all the time. I don't have a job, I do the same things day to day during the winter. And I wanna start moving, but I don't know how. I am tired of my situation and I don't know how to earn some extra money for my desires.
First of all I have to clean my room, to start studying, exercising and to make a skirt. That's all I ask today from myself.
Have a good day. Cold and windy

This is what turns me ON

Her independence

Innocent Friendship

Thin waste and that sweet sweater

Her style

 sexy PJ's

Her blouse, style, tan, hair

Lips, glasses, ring, hands

Everything

Everything :D

Freedom

sexy shoes with lovely socks

My style of girl

always wanted to have that sort of dress

The dress, the Hair

Aw... her waste

Xavier Bardem

The dress

Love naked body

Melancholia

Yesterday I saw a really good movie, it's "Melancholia". Oh, wow, I always start that sort of post in the same way. So, the movie started with a wedding. It was a really beautiful wedding, but it took too long according to me. And the couple broke up at the wedding night. Because Kirsten Dunst didn't pay attention to her husband :D ok. So, she was always depresed, but after that disaster she was more depresed when ever. And she started to live with her sister and her husband. And the big planet "Melancholia" is coming towards the earth. The main theme is how depressed people take calmly difficult situations. In a middle of this movie I wanted to quick watching it, but in the end of it I started enjoying it :) Liked it

Antique Jewelry

Hello, people, who still read this blog. I was away a bit, but now I am back. I had no inspiration these days, but it's getting back little by little. Today I even wanted to draw a little bit and to sew some pieces, of course I didn't do anything of that, because I am not at home. And Of corse I won't do anything of that when I will be at home.
Looking forward to the spring. Fuck yeah. Do you know what I dislike more than Januray? It's February :D
I don't know which day I bought natural (totally natural) shampoo. OMG I am so funny, I feel a bit wasted from the tea. I totally live in Mars these days, I don't know what is happening.
So. Starting again. The spring is coming, I want to heal my body, but I have to save some money for the coming birthdays. Today I almost got a book, or I did, not clear yet to photoshoot a girl. Also, one preggy wanted me to photoshoot her, but I assume she will get a birth for a child and we miss it, but oh well, she wants me to photoshoot her child too.
Starting again again, I want to sew/buy some cloths for the spring. I wanna have some mermaids dresses, that would be nice. And a Jacket... And strange antique jewelry

I like this outfit. Looks nice

Love this jacket

This si something I would adore

This ring is perfect

Earrings extreemly beautiful

aw

want them all.

Devil Inside

I said I won't write a review, but I changed my mind. I couldn't decide if I am glad that I yesterday went to the movie, or not. Because tonight I woke up screaming. I didn't know this movie will affect me like this. I hope tonight I will sleep better.
So, the movie was made with few cameras, like "paranormal activities". The plot was good, according to me. It was the scarest movie I have seen, because those scary movies don't scare me at all. And this one... uh. I don't know what to say. I was scared, because all the things were made with a good taste.

Yesterday I met a really nice girl. I hope we will become friends.