Anton Chekhov

I started reading Anton Chekhov and I adore him. Couldn't realise why I haven't red it before. He goes straight to the point, I like this trate a lot. Because a lot of Russian writers write too much of unnecessary bullshit in my opinion.

Also, I am a bit mad on Einstain, because he humiliated women, which I really dislike. I cannot think of a person as a clever one, who thinks, that women are stupid. Besides, I think that He isn't such a big person in a history, fuck him. I assume that women are even more clever than men. They have to prove the things we, women, already know.

Setera

I totally rule in Setera. Two days and I know all the countries of Asia and Europe. I feel proud of myself, even though I am a lazy person in Spring (the lack of the vitamines). Ok, it's not such a big deal for those who know all the countries from school times, but I haven't had a good geographic's teacher, me and some class mates used to laugh a lot in this lesson.
Also, today I bought a world map (really wanted to buy the map of stars, but I considered that since I started learning the countries, I should hang a world map on my spare wall), and an amazing gift for my bf (his Birthday is comming), and long grey socks I always wanted to have (show you them one day)
These are the proves that I did it :D Sent it to my Bf, now will show for you

The programe is called "setera". It's a good game actually

Dancing

Since I am not attending aerobic classes much I've decided to start doing exercises at home. But not those I was used to, I found something on youtube and I am so happy, that my muscles hurt as much as after the classes, also, I can do it daily. Which is amazing. And learning a bit some dance moves, also getting ready to wear bikini.
On Thursday I have a thing to do and if it will go well, I will tell you that thing. If not, I'll shut up for ever..
So, life is getting on track, except that my hair gone thinner (?)... Blast. So, I started taking vitamines, which I booked from the internet. You see, I am not sure if they work, I never believed in that sort of shit. But We will see. Did you know that vitamin B is very importnat for your hair and nails?
Today I have had too much information about how to maintain the beauty. I have red half of the book about that, while killing time before the Spanish classes. There are so many things to learn. I even found a book with the ancient women exercises how to make your skin younger. I doubt if it really works.

Some people say that I move quite well (but I wouldn't say that). The problem is I am too shy to dance infront of other people, but some, who saw me in those weak moments of my life, or while I was drunk, dancing, they say I do it well. So, When I was a kid, funny story actually, I recorded the video of me dancing to this music. I even had a special dance for it. And I still move the best listening to this soundtrack. It makes me move. Try it too. You know, that dancing helps very much?

Pissed off

I haven't been so pissed off since I was 18 years old. That's why today I eat hot chocolate + coockies. Niom niom niom. I am such a cry baby. I have to study for Spanish test, but instead I am just being in tumblr. I like tumblr, it's great. It keeps me happy for one moment. You can follow me here http://antique-mermaid.tumblr.com/
First time in a few years I feel such a big desire to disappear. Have you ever felt it? Well, you look around and you see nothing. You see people wanting money, attention and lots of unnecesary shit. God damn it, I hate this state. I hate that I have to live far away from my bf most of the time, that the only job I could get is the one which is very dangerous, at nights. Considering the fact that I don't have a car to go home.
But I try to be happy, if it's even possible... I wish we could get that damn green card.
I started to like one comedian George Carlin.

I like that he actually thinks that religion is a bullshit also, he is a reckless driver :) The man of my dreams. haha. He made a really hilarious movement with the wire of his mic and showed how he is pissed off about everything. That's how I feel today. Lots of bullshit around. 

B & W

Well, the spring is out for a while. It's again cold outside.
So, I've got an interview for the waitress job in the night club. I have to discuss so many details, because I am not sure about this job. So the interview will be on mondey. The job is at nights, which is a really big dissadvantage, because I don't have a car, don't know how to get home after the job. And of course the studies. But I really wanna work. They pay big money, why not?...
My taste in cloths is... strange. I don't know actually what I really like. I don't even what I want from life, excpt the fact, that me and my boyfriend, we both want to move to USA, my San Fransisco.
I found some really great stuff in black and white which I like.
Well, this is what I consider real fashion.

The coat is just amazing

The most beautiful girl I have ever seen

Webcam Funny Faces

And the sun was too bright

Love this video. It reminds me true summer

Job search

I can imagine how young people feel right now, because I feel the same. You cannot get a job, becaus you are too young, but you know that it's time for you to start earning some money. Today I feel so exhausted, not wanna even think of anything, but sending my cv to all the possible places, where I could get a job. I even sent one to the night club, I won't get there, because I do not talk in Russian. But the salary is so good, I could do so many things if I could get there, wow. But lets not talk about this anymore. If I and my boyfriend will start our own business, you will get the discount. I promise. Need to make a plan and then work with it.
I am going to the book shop today and I will spend all the day there and I will read so many stuff.

I love this outfit very much. And the girl looks stunning. I love her hair and face of course. I don't know if I am right, and of course, I am not, but I have noticed, that girls with thinner hair have more beautiful faces. Not all of them, but I am talking about the majority. 

Spring is early

Did you miss me? Nah, don't believe in it... Haha. Ok, so I wasn't able to post a lot recently. I was enjoying life, because all the signs told me to do that: dreams, strangers, not strangers and situations. So, I am trying to do that now. There is no "also" word today :D I have been thinkig alot lately about tattooing and I want it so much. But there are so many things to learn. And to buy...have no  money... And blah blah blah. I wanna share something with you, but I am such a boring person. I am starting to draw little by little. Not very happy to see the results, but it's been a while I didn't draw. Also, my friend delivered a baby today. I am happy for her, only because she is happy, not because I'd like to have children.

So, at last I dressed a little bit colder and tried old/new coat. Spring is so early this year

My cellphone ruins every single photo

Alphonse Mucha

It seems that everybody or too many people like the same things. For an instance: Owls, Frida Kahlo, foxes, moustaches, Floral fabrics etc. Of course, me too. That shows me, that I should be searching for something new. It is quite difficult to see beautiful things and not to fall in love with them. What inspires me now is Mucha. He is awesome. He is a modernism artist, who created a lot of wallpapers, he painted very well, also he was good at decor. He is my inspiration for a while

Tattooing

I am really thinking of starting tattooing. Not quite sure about it though, but... but it's going to be well in all ways. Whatever. One thing is bothering me, that I cannot choose one subject. I am always changing my mind. Only one thing is clear, that I will need stronger drawing basics, because in all the subjects I want to achieve something more, there is always drawing needed. Also, there are so many people, who want me to tattoo them. We will talk about it later, because it's difficult for me to decide. Tonight I am reading about all this stuff and I understand that there are more technique than art. My boyfriend will sort everything out about the tattoo machines.
Today it's so beautiful outside, I didn't do any of my homework and I do not regret. Spent the whole day outside. Which is good for my health and soul.

What a beautiful bag. I remember my grandmma having it. I will go and check out if my grandmma still has it. I would like to borrow it from her. Aw

P.S. I booked a black dress :)