This week is all about rest

I kid of worked too much lately and I feel like I have to relax a little bit this week. Therefore I try to take it slow and to enjoy a moment. Even though, I am not a big fan of cold weather, but I am starting to embrace it and face it too :)
I am so boring lately. My relaxation contains of doing nothing and watching "Rick and Morty". I am sure you all know this cartoon, it's pretty cool. If you don't, I suggest you to watch it.

Awesome awesome weekend

I am kind of sad that recently I have like so little time to write a normal blog, I write only about my weekend recently. But these keep me alive, since I work so much, I keep forgetting about so many things.
So basically my weekend started on Friday almost. I tattooed my boyfriend for 3 hours and we decided that we will leave the shadows for the next time:

Then after one more client we went to meet my friends. Then we met with new friends of ours. They are my clients, but very cool and interesting ones :)

Then the next day we headed to Kaunas to meet our other friends. I so miss them all the time. One of my friends made dreads of her hair, so that was cool. We also played an awesome game, where you can learn how to drive. I am strongly considering getting drivers licence, so that was definitely helpful:

Then we headed to meet my friend's parents. That was way too cosy :) Then to the bar and back  home to drink some more wine and eat junk food :)

My calm weekend

I spent so much time in nature this weekend, of that I am very happy actually. We visited a farm full of horses and had fun playing with all those kittens...

It was so great not to work and try not to worry about stuff... I also adore spending time in nature and now when we have a car it is so much easier and so much more approachable :)))

Autumn

Recently I've been quite busy as always. However it's not a point. This autumn is not an exception, just like any other one it is difficult for me. I know I've got a job I wanted, but it always has a catch. One of them is like it's a new tattoo shop and it is possible that I may not have work instantly, which is not good, because financially wise this time is not the best for me. Also, I kind of loved working on my own... so still thinking about this offer actually, even though I told that I'll take it...hm...
Anyways. what have I been doing? I guess I was working and then we also took my sister's cat to a male cat, which is so cute and funny at the same time. What else? Nothing much actually... Ugh... so boring.

Another amazing weekend

This weekend was so epic. Our friends came again, because we asked them to help for us to buy a car. So we slept by the sea in the tents the first night. That was something you cannot experience again and also because it is kind of illegal to build tents by the sea here, but who cares? Nobody was checking whatsoever anyway :)
So yeah we also kind of celebrated my mother's in law birthday, we brought our friends along and it was so cute and unexpected for both sides. Also while hunting for a new car, we had an unpleasant experience whilst checking one of them. It was rather crappy for the amount of money a guy asked for. However, the next day I instantly found a perfect one and we got a deal and bought it. Couldn't be more happier now. Having a car doesn't always mean having lots of problems, it mostly means comfort :p And look how pretty it looks:

I mean we could've buy a more expensive one, but we didn't want to invest too much money in it.. 

So much stuff!!!

It is so not easy to keep up with this blog, because I don't have a free minute (almost).
I've been working my ass off this week and this weekend might be another interesting and awesome weekend I assume. Since our friends are coming again and we are gonna have a picnic by the sea, also it is gonna be a birthday of my mother's in law and we are gonna celebrate. Another thing is that tomorrow we are going to see a new car, if we will like it, we will definitely buy it :) I am so looking forward to having a car already, because it is not easy in our country living without one...
Also, I kind of got a job offer at a new tattoo shop, which will open in Klaipeda. I am not sure of anything yet, maybe I won't like it there, maybe they won't like me, even though they said they did. But of course, I have so much more to learn and tattooing without a teacher was definitely hard, but I am more than excited actually to see what's in a future.
I also had a blast with my friend the next day, we had a very long walk by the sea after I was done with work.
So many things happened or are happening to me at the moment. We also kind of had a picnic at my sister's new house, which is far from finished, that was fun too :)

What was I doing all this time?

Hello. I've been absent. I know I know and I am very sorry indeed. But I was busy hanging out with my friends mostly. I did not spend any time with my family though, which is interesting, but it is what it is. And of course I have been tattooing like always, but not drawing too much, which sucks.

Last night we grabbed some Mcdonald's food and went to the sea in a middle of the night. But before that my friend tried to steal our other friend's car from where he works. But we did not succeed, Still though spent an amazing night watching stars next to the sea. It was such a warm night we barely needed any jackets and some of us even insisted swimming.

The other time, when our friends came was this weekend. It is really our time to go to visit them...

One day we met up with Paul's mom and had a nice meal with her. It was a cosy evening :)

I had an honour to participate in my friend's engagement and birthday party at once. So it was kind of fun. We made dogs out of balloons and had delicious meals. But I have to admit - this friend of mine is so much different than I am.

Then we also participated in a mind fight. It's where you get a lot of difficult questions most of people cannot answer. And you have to pay money for it :D we all were rather disappointed in questions, because they were more like riddles, just not always logic at all. No facts whatsoever, so basically it wasn't much of fun...

My life is a misery

Somehow everything is falling apart in my life at the moment. So many bad things happened and I am loosing my mind and desire to work too. This makes me miserable, but this weekend might be fun. I am visiting my ex course mate, who is my friend now and her friends too, we are gonna celebrate her engagement and Birthday too, so excited, it's been a while I celebrated with girls only. Then the same evening our friends from Kaunas will arrive and show us their new car. We will have a sleepover like old good times. So maybe it is gonna be quite interesting.... I have also started going to the gym again, after a break and I convinced (didn't have to try a lot) my boyfriend to join me, so time really flies now while exercising.

First time in a long period I do not have much to show. So this is my breakfast my boyfriend made and brought me to bed :p it was delicious.

Nikon D610

My boyfriend bought his dream camera at last. It's been a while he wanted to start photographing, but did not have a proper camera. My camera is Nikon D5000, it is kinda old and is not a full frame. It was a big deal for him and now he feels very happy. I kind of like it too, since I get photographed in every position :D I mean, I don't like cameras, but I might as well start loving them, when I am photographed, especially when pictures turn out well, like this one:

No for Stress

What was I doing for a last couple of days? Hm, let me think. I was stressing...
Apparently, I am a person, who stresses a lot about my work and achievements, about money and family. My father is again at a hospital, therefore it is not that easy. I come to visit my parents after my trip and I get to know that he is in a hospital for God's sake. But he is fine now...
I was also stressing about my work. I did not know how will I manage to start working again after such a great trip. It was very difficult for me, I was even thinking about cancelling all my clients, but I managed to tattoo and it was great. The feeling was amazing.
Another thing what I am stressing about is money, since I have none at the moment. I thought it is gonna be really tough, but apparently living with small amount of money wasn't that bad. I can feel such freedom actually. Not caring about all the stuff and shit makes u feel so great actually. I can explain my situation now: I lent my money to my sister, since she is buying a house (yep, my another sister is also buying a house), so now I am living with what I've got. I do not want to take any money from my Bf for now, I still got some and also that makes me wanna work even harder. So that turned well too.
Another situation I was stressing about was that I had this big project to get done for one person, it was a big piece of drawing (two pieces) for the wedding and I was so stressed about it and today I finally gave it in and they liked it and now I feel such a relief.
So apparently you shouldn't stress whatsoever. Because everything will be fine at the end....