2013 m. liepos 8 d., pirmadienis

Great Time!

It's been a while I wrote here anything at all. I am not abandoning, I am just wondering around and mostly living without the internet. But the previous week I had so many things to do and so many future plans are turned on from now. I must say, I feel happy. I will tell you more, when I will sign an agreement. Also my secret wish is already booked for 27 th of August, but it's not a trip. You would not guess it hahaha. It's a pity this year will be a year of saving though... again....
Also, this weekend I did few great tattoos and had the best time with my mates in the nature. I would not call it picnic though, more like a big party with lots of booze and sleepover in the tents. I liked dancing next to the fire the most. There were only 10 people, but it felt more like a little festival. I hope we will have more great time with these people soon :) I wish I could go to at least one festival this summer, but I am afraid I will have to save a lot again...

The tattoo


It was only the beginning and three people are missing in the photo including me. 



2013 m. liepos 4 d., ketvirtadienis

2013 m. liepos 2 d., antradienis

Why do you still believe?

My sisters is a huge believer in all the bible stuff, I know quite many people, who still does the same. I just can't understand how can you believe in something what humiliates you?
I had a question in my head for about a year or more - why women are associated with devil? As you may noticed, in the pictures, paintings etc. women are portrayed as a devil: they are kissing with devil, they are devil themselves, the nuns are whores, the whores are saints. It's endless. It makes me mad, I hate this image. Considering the fact that woman can bear a child, she is a some kind of miracle. I could only thing, that men are more likely to be devils, considering that they made so many wars and killed so many innocent women and children. I can only think that this is just because women give a birth to all men, who are evil.
So, yesterday I found an article. I took some of the qoutes, which made me even more mad and I will put them here:
Women in every congregation still hear such phrases as 'God our father', 'sons of God', 'men of God', and 'the brotherhood of man.

The victimization of women in Christian tradition is a major stumbling block for feminists. Blaming the victim, they argue, is inevitably self-defeating. It allows people to point the finger at individuals rather than at social systems. Sin and evil are thus personalized and defused. 

'I permit no woman to teach or to have authority over men; she is to keep silent' I Timothy 2:12. 

I have something to say about that: men wrote the bible, men knew that women were weaker physically and in those times that was importaint, men somehow are jealous of women, because they can create miracles, they don't need to search for the meaning, because they can create or have it easier.
There is one question in my head: how can women still believe in this, still pray for this? This vicious cycle is repeating from time to time, no religion care about women, why do you keep believing? There was one story, when a woman, who believes and follows all the orders written in bible, talks how her husband keeps beating her (consider the fact, that women are evil) and she keeps forgeting him, because it's written in bible. Also, there are doubtful statements where women are considered to be the property of men. This is just hilarious, who even gave birth to you, you stupid man? Wasn't that a woman, legally you should be her property.
Anyway, this subject matter makes me sick. You have to live in the world, where you cannot respect your mother, wife, sister etc. properly. That makes me sad, considering the fact that most of women I know are more smarter, more faithful and better in almost all the ways than men.

2013 m. liepos 1 d., pirmadienis

Weekend gone smoothly

This weekend wasn't so tragic as I expected. But I have so much stuff to do lately. Also, don't really know what I am doing about my future. Should I consider working harder with the tattoos (I have so much stuff to work on) and try to get a job or to create one by myself, or should I search for a normal stupid job?

I did two cover ups this weekend. This one I liked a lot, but I still do so many mistakes. Gosh. Another one I did for my father and he also demanded for another one, so we did two in a row. But we will take pictures next week.

2013 m. birželio 29 d., šeštadienis

I graduated!!!

Unfortunately I am planning on going for another weekend without the internet... I just hope that this weekend won't last too long and I will come back soon.
Again, when I have to go back to my hometown I left with no sleep. I got to the bed again at 4 in the morning. Because yesterday was my graduation as you may remember. My parents didn't though. But I was happy that at least my love came and I did not cry. That was a surprise for me indeed.
After the graduation I had a big paper work to do, ate some pizza with my boyfriend and then met with my course mates and their few boyfriends. I liked it, it was cosy and everybody did get along very well. We visited two places, played alies, drank lots of champagne and did all the simple stuff.







I didn't like the hat stuff. It looked disguisting on me and I felt stupid wearing it.








2013 m. birželio 27 d., ketvirtadienis

I am loving it!!!

So, tomorrow is my last day at the university, maybe ever... That would be sad actually. I am not sure about my emotions yet, I guess I should be happy. One chapter in my life is finally closing. (OMG, my keyboard and long nails are driving me crazy). I am looking forward to earning more money in my life though, so maybe it's a good thing after all.
Today my bf had a free day, so we did lots of stuff. Like I did a lizard tattoo (I dislike tattooing lizards, somehow..) and we bought (for the first time in Paul's life) two jackets for him. He never owned one, except maybe a school uniform jacket. He looks sooo handsome with them. We took both, after all it was on sale. When can you get a man's jacket for a half of price in zara. Almost never. Also, it was too hard to choose.




2013 m. birželio 26 d., trečiadienis

I bought jeans!!

Today I didn't have any time for the home work: paying some bills, washing some clothes, dishes, taking out the trash and tidying this trashy apartment I do live in. I did some important business though related to my uni (last paper work), spent some time at my friend's and finally I bought some clothes. The body suit (underwear type) made from organic cotton and jeans. At last. I can't find proper jeans because low waisted ones do not fit well to me, but I found high waisted with the zip on the back. Very happy I bought it. But one thing still bothers me - should I buy high heels (very high, but very sexy too), or not??? I am so tall with them, omg!!! But I like them a lot....

the front looks something like that

And the back you can imagine.... 
I was too tired to take picture of the jeans. It's XS/S size, so It's not so easy to take them off :D

2013 m. birželio 25 d., antradienis

New friends

So, that was some good time I spent tonight. My friend crashed with 4 friends of her, she asked if she could stay over for one night and sleep on the floor with her friends. They did come and we actually spent some amazing time. We got to the city, we showed them Klaipeda, also we had to call the police, because we saw some guy been beaten. We got to know each other very well, visited one bar, but ended up in the park drinking sangria. So, that was some nice time together. We all slept until afternoon, except my bf, who had to get up for work. He got only 3 hours of sleep. So, yes, it was nice. I met my friend's friend, who invited me and her to stay at hers for a while and do a photoshoot. We will see :)

Sleepy babies


5 o'clock in the morning...

2013 m. birželio 24 d., pirmadienis

This blog is not dead

Is this blog dead? It is not dead, bot not alive either.
I've been spending some time back in my hometown, now I am in my real home, where I can relax and be who I am.
This week si quite important to me, I am getting my bachelor diploma. But nobody is coming, except my boyfriend. That's sad...

Today I am not in the mood to write. Just checking in... The picture above is the tattoo I did this weekend.

2013 m. birželio 20 d., ketvirtadienis

Wodnerful day with my love

Yesterday I convinced my boyfriend to take one free day, since he was working non stop, and to spend some time together. It's been a while we could just enjoy each others company. He is over with his studies for this year and we have more time now. Today was awesome as you understand that. We got to the see, had some junk food and after the see walked back home 5 kilos or more. I felt so alive... the see was calm, people just sunbathing, children playing in the water. And now we're eating strawberries we brought home today.








I really thought that it's gonna be another shitty day, but it was even too hot. I regreted that I put on black thick dress and combat boots.