Dog wanted

I need your help. I cannot post this on Fb, because there is a person, for whome I have to find this gift. And maybe some of you live in Klaipeda area, I mean, I know that I have some readers from Lithuania and maybe some of them are from Klaipeda. So, I want to know where could I get this dog puppy in mentioned area. I know the name in Lithuanian, but in English. I searched for translation, but I could not find it. Maybe something like samoyed (?) :D I need to find this pupppy within a mounth and if somebody knows anyone, who sells them in Klaipeda, please, contact me. Anyhow, we are looking forward to buying it :)

How cute is it?

Fussy and Sick

So basically I've been very sick those few past days and I could not even get up from bed. It feels frustraiting considering that these are the last days of summer also of my freedom. I wish where were more time just for me, the tattoos and books, but oh well, I should say bye to most of these things for a whole year. Or maybe even two years.
I am a person who is ill very rarely, so I always thought how many things you can actually do while you're sick, but the truth is you can't and you don't want to. So these last days weren't very productive, I tried to walk or do stuff, but it was unbearable, also I felt sick mentally to. So, I think I wasted a half of the week already, not sure how more time I will waste in the future. Also, about the studies, the main reason why I don't feel good about them is because I feel like I am an artist (At last) and I don't belong anywhere else, I know artists have to have a knowledge about money and business, also if you want to be a rich one, like I do, but all the science projects, working with spss and shit is driving me crazy. I don't even want to... There there, Vestina, you have 3 more days :D what an amazing consolation.
Today I actually finished one drawing I procrastinated to finish and I also am continueing one artwork with the paint, we will se about that. This is the outcome:
I want you to know that in reallity it looks way way more better. This was taken with a cellphone. so...

Spending time at home

This day was wow, but I cannot talk about it. It's just my headache is going to kill me afterwards.
Yesterday though I watched a really cute movie, I was all alone a whole day and I wasn't feeling like doing anything, because I was all fussy and nervious about today, but it turned out to be great. It was dark, I settled on our bed with an ugly pasta I made only for myself (When I make meals only for myself, they always turn out to be awful) and watched some movies. But I loved the most "Paris-Manhattan". I totaly love New York and Paris, so I instantly hooked with the title. But the Manhattan part was only talking with Woody Allen in a bedroom in France, so not much about USA this time and almost a whole movie was in French. Hoewever I liked it, but I wouldn't give it 10 points from 10, but after a whole day of quite crappy movies, this one made my evening cosy. My English seems to be getting worst, I should practice more.

There was one actress in a movie I watched yesterday, who is already dead. She died very young and realising this during the movie made me think of important things in life.. Like the movie was made in 2001 and she died 2009, that means at the time she had only 8 years to live, but she did not know that. We could relate to this so simply, like we are not sure if we are gonna be alive tomorrow. That is why you must do what you want to do in your life.
This was the movie if you are willing to know:

It wasn't anything deep or with a meaning, just very cosy New York atmosphere. I like New York in early 90s or 2000 or so.
P.S. I am so sorry for my poor quallity movies recently and no real posts with no real life in them. But now this is the situation.

Two movies in a row

I am not actually sure what I am doing in my life recently. Is it wasting time or my destiny? But I am up for everything at the moment, I realise anything from good to bad can happen. It's been a year my parents are getting through a rough patch, where are times when I actually think they will get a divorce, but they are holding on. This makes me think of the moments of joy and living like now everyday. I am not a person who poors personal things out and for sure not a one, who wants any attention because of them. But this makes me feel sad most of the time, even though I am not showing it to anyone, but on the other hand I am starting to become an ignorant asshole. I never thought I will become one actually, so if there are problems, which repeat time after time, it makes me feel sick and I want to punch the person, who lets those problems ruin hers/his life in the face. So, this was my introduction, I wanted to talk about two movies we've seen today indeed. They were simply amazing. You did not have to figure it out, you could see a really precious sights of France (or French?) landscapes and urban places. I love movies which take places in France, Italy or Spain. So we watched:

Julie and Julia. This one makes you wanna move on with your life and do whatever you want, what makes you happy.

And "French Kiss". I loved both of them. Really enjoyed the athmosphere of this one,

And today's tattoo

Out in future cold

Hello lovelies. I've been busy as always, so not much to show or to say. Though I have been thinking about my future studies and I felt so horrible. I am not sure if I did a right choice, but I thought the same about my art studies too. On the other hand I will only have two years to study. But I don't want to abandon my art and tattoos, it's my passion. It is gonna be tough. Wish me luck on this...
Today was fine, like most of my time. But these few days I've been out in my hometown and I can already feel Autumn coming. It's sad because I haven't felt summer yet much and it is already over. Most of the time I am feeling cold like I remember I used to. I think I am writing tonight here so incoherently. I feel so numb right now....

Today we have been out and I felt autumn so near. But It felt nice on the other hand... very cosy indeed

My drawing. Totally random

Tattoos of today

It's been a while I've been here. My nails are so long, I cannot write properly. So I won't haha.
Life is so short, going by so quickly. I haven't got much to say, but I will post here my two tattoos I did today. I hope you guys are having good time...

Oddities and an odd day

So, this day was exhausting. Oh man. I had one free day yesterday, but today I had so many things to be done, as you knwo my master's degree studies are coming, so I want to be sure I did everything before I start studying again, because this time it's not gonna be easy. So I actually went to the hospital all by myself and it was I guess the first time I did since I was a teenager. I had my blood tested and it was tragic, I had to wait in the queue and go few times, because one time they take your blood, then you have to pay for it and then you have to take back the results after waiting. This day in general was unproductive, but I did it and all by myself. I am a very healthy person, but I have to check my blood from time to time, because I used to have anemia. But I hate hospitals and doctors in general, I never go there, I just hate, it creeps me out. What a long post about nothing.
Yesterday though I found one TV show, which is "The oddities, San Francisco". I liked the things they were finding, but I didn't like that this tv show is like repeating itself, it feels awkward. I mean all the episods seem the same, only people are different with some different attitudes, but after a while they seem the same too. I love all kinds of freaks, but that felt too much even for me. It feels nice to actually see someone "ordinary" after a while. But anyway I enjoyed finding out about some antique stuff (even though I hate antique medical equipments) and other stuff like real preserved fingers or skulls.

Charmain Olivia also participated in this show

My New friend

As you know I have been in my home town for few days. It felt not so bad as it did few times before. Among the tattooing I found some free time to have a long walk and I felt so amazing. There are few places in this town, which in all seassons look beautiful. But I had one thing in mind, when I was walking - why I don't have an ipod or a mp3/4 player??? I had two in my life and the previous one I've lost when I was travelling, I thought I could live without one, but I am a huge music lover and sometimes I like spending time alone, only listening music, or walking alone with headphones and any player of any kind. So, I earned money and I decided to get one. But I was thinking about ipod, my boyfriend talked me out of it, he is working in an electronics shop so he knows shit. We decided to go for a sony walkman. I wasn't in at first though, but I found one with a gold frame (I dislaked white or black). So he grabed it until it was for sale, because there aren't plenty of them. And I got it at last. I almost cried when I heard how good music can be. Like in your headphones. Feels amazing for such a music lover as I am, even my walkman is titled for music lovers. That's me. So, the price is not too big but not too small either...
Last night we also spent some amazing time with my sister and her friend, eating pizzas in the car, watching ships leave. The nights are getting longer. Huh.... Today my paragraphs don't have the endings.

This is one of those places I love in my home town.

I even set my own wallpaper haha. 

Night with sherbet, pizza, cars and good people

Tattoo nation

One evening I had some free time and I accidently found a documentary movie "Tattoo nation". I really enjoyed it and it actually made me a little bit sad somehow, seeing all those people trying to be the best and I am in my worst talking about tattooing. But anyway, the movie was enjoyable and quite informative to. I got to the point where I understood why where are so many old bad quallity tattoos, just because there weren't proper needels back then and they were invented not long time ago. Also I was filled with respect, when I saw that tattooing had to go a long time until it was properly estimated. Even if it isn't now yet very much from all of people. Some still think it's a case of being a gangsta or a convict, but it is not, it is a self expression and art. I love it. Also, so many people don't actually get how difficult is to tattoo. It's a pity actually and they think this is so easy, especially if they draw.

I want a cup of tea...

Hey lovelies, how are you? Nobody asked me, but I am fine and busy at the same time. I feel so tired and exhausted at this moment, therefore I think I am gonna skip the long walk around the nocturnal city. Even if I really wanted this, I think I'll stay and read a book.
Today was fine, I did two tattoos. One I did on scars, I really like the girl and we actually clicked, looking forward to another tattoo she chose. And the other one was more like cute.
Recently I've been reading a lot, especially about Da Vinci. And blah blah blah. Feel so fucking tired actually... need some tea. I don't get why I feel so tired after all. Maybe because yesterday and today I was tattooing non stop and now I will have some deserved time for reading...