Black liquid

Those few past days were almost the worst ones. And my mom eventually is in the hospital, now she is safe (for few days at  least) and I can calm myself down. Then the tattoos, everything is falling apart, but I feel like it's a new beginning of something. Not sure though if of something good or bad. I feel like maybe it will be time to stop tattooing. But I will continue doing it, until I am getting paid. I realized today maybe it's not my thing, which is sad. No tattoo shop needs me whatsoever and I am bad at it. I always wanted to pursue something connected to fashion.