Always sleepy

Wow, it's been quite a long time since I wrote here. But there is not good explenation for this, I wasn't that busy, like I am during summer or any time in the year. but I was too tired, sometimes even too tired to wake up. This darkness just creeps me out. How can one live in such a cold and dark period?
I always thought about a TV show just for artists. And finally I found one. There are even few episods on youtube if you like. It is called "Work of art. The next great artist".