Lonely almost Birthday girl

Those few past days sucked and still sucks. Today I tried to make a free day for myself, but after I made it, one client showed up and I am not gonna have a free day whatsoever apparently. I also tried to meet with my friends for 3 days now, but they are all busy, or away, or sick. It feels like everyone abandoned me at the moment. And my Birthday is on this Sunday, however, I am feeling so lonely and so sad. It looks like I don't have friends any more.
I have a feeling that this Birthday is gonna be the worst one. especially that my boyfriend is not gonna be with me and I am turning 25 years and it sucks :( everything sucks