Out of inspiration

This time in my life I feel a little bit out of talent (I even don't have one), but how to name that thing which is related to art? My tattoos look horrible to me, even though tomorrow I have two more, I am not even talking about my drawing or painting (which is disaster). I even ruined few paintings because of my emotional state. How to release myself? I don't know.

Maybe today I loved the N letter more than anything I did this week. It's simple, even and in a really nice area.