Not so good...

Today is a disguisting day. I woke up in a really crapped apartment, after that we went to buy me pants, which we could not find. One thing I cannot get, why some of pants are ok to me in my size and some in a size lower? Can there be one size? Also, the choices are low. I went to zara - nothing. Went to mango - nothing. And even to the specialized jeans shops. It seems there are no beautiful pants to me, so I left wearing my ugly old jeans. I feel desperate and I want to go to the gym at last. That is it I am pulling myself together next week and going to the gym next to my home....

But at least I bought something on the discount, it's a cosmetic holder (?) haha :D from mango. I really loooove it.