Hello, bloggers. How was your weekend? Mine was ok. But I do have lots of homework to do, not only the exams and 4 big paintings and bachelor disertation is waiting for me, now the essay. I am doomed. Haha.

But I do have some free time, which I am spending watching "Futurama" :)

Cheap fake?

Yes, I hate myself recently. I became such a luxury seeking person. I love good quallity and fashionable clothes, also jewelry too. But nothing almost I have, so it is just a stupid way to spend your free time, checking second hand markets if they have something on the discount or vintage of good designers. I never did understand why people care about the labels, but now I get it. It is not just because of the label, for an instance I don't like Alexander Wang choices for clothes and bags etc., so I wouldn't buy it, even though this designer is well known. But I do love some particular designers and brands like Chanel, Alexander Mcqueen (Gosh, If I could get one of his dresses), Givenchy or Versache. The latest mentioned is one of the best for me and I was dieing to get one of the golden necklaces. Apparently I found one today, on which I could bid... They look amazing, I wish I could wear it, I think it will never go out of fashion. And you think the same.

Little beauty I found. The price is still not high, but in few days it will be.

But few days ago I won this on the auction. Well, it's not versache and not real gold either, but it will go well with my cheap clothes. haha. Also, I wanted a lion necklace and this one is made using versache style. What do you think? Cheap fake boring necklace? Well, I think I could use it and I wanted for something similar for a long time now, also I am a young adult without a proper job and with a big dream ahead on which I am still saving. Give me a break :D

Fairy

I am not feeling strong about my tattooing recently and then I start feeling like it then doing not good tattoos I guess. I am trying to cut back a little bit and to find out what to do with my life later, after I graduate from university.
Also, there are some people in your life, with whom you would make gooood friends, you feel the vibe and you love talking to them, but they live far away from you and you don't have a chance to meet them often. There is one person actually very my type, I love everything about her, even she looks amazing and we always click (at least for me), but she lives far away from me. Anyway, so I was tattooing her today and spent amazing time chating with her and after the tattoo too. Sucks that she lives not even in the near town.

Evening

I love accidently finding myself among other stylish people in people boards. I wish I could really inspire someone in this life. But sometimes it's not enough.

Tonight was a night when I decided not to eat anything, but my best friend took me out with her bf and bought me some delicious red hot wine and a browny at 10 p.m. This is a crime! I should start jogging...

No one cares about the artist...

Hello dearest readers. This day was difficult and uneasy I'd say, but at the end of it I came up with some ideas. I came back from exhausting and very boring managment lecture and I sat down to my computer to start seariching for some studies and future possibilities. I know few things: I am good at fashion, I love it, I love art too. What to do? I've been browsing for some further studies in my country but apparently in Lithuania there are no actual possibilities for artists to get a magister degree for free. That is frustrating having in mind our living situations and the salaries. And I found out that Denmark and Sweden offers some free tuitions. Since Denmark is further than Sweden and I always loved last mentioned, so I kept searching and I found two options for me :D since I don't have a fashion bachelor (fuck) and I would love to work in any good fashion magazine I found out that I can actualy study English language in Malmo university, which is great, it includes writting and after theses studies you can work as a journalist too. Then I'd ask for any kind of internship in some kind of cool magazine or so. I also almost have a fine arts bachelor degree. Anyway, there weren't lots of choices. But they have plenty of business stuff there if you are interested and also are EU citizen, not Swede, because you would have to pay for the education. So, If I will consider this opportunity, I will have to apply this year from Oct. 1st. and since when I will have to finish my own studies, to take an IELTS exam and hope for the best. Or maybe I should just become a stewardes??
So, second better thing I found there was Human rights, but it is almost not attached to my life plans. But there is sush a small meniu for people who want to study for free.
So, anyway, my head is filled with plan B's (what?). I never told you, but I always loved writing a lot, but I never considered myself as a writer, I still write, not on the daly basis though and in Lithuanian. This post was long. Who cares about us, artists? No fucking one.
Have a nice day or whatever :)

Spring cleaning

Spring is amazing, it's my favourite season of the year. I cannot tell you the feeling, which I feel now, but I love almost everything about it except wind.
These days I spent a lot of time outside, I met some friends and acquaintances. Also, my boyfriend yesterday got a vacuum cleaner from his work, he had to test it and we cleaned the whole apartment. The feedback is great haha. And now I am ready to paint, writing with gloves on. I just wanted to show you that I am alive....
Today I got back with a bag of things I bought, including my dream purchase - coconut oil. What can I say - I love it. I've been wanting to try it for ages, but it's quite expencive. It also protects your skin from sun and it can be used for hair too. Since my skin is very dry It will be good for me especially in summer. And the shop of natural cosmetics is now my candy store officially. I hate it, when I want to spend all my money in one particular shop.

That's how our place looked like yesterday. A real mess. And you can see Amelie from Montmarte in the bathroom on the canvas. Haha

Close Chuck

Today during the modern art history lecture we were introduced to the photorealism and we all liked one artist the most Close Chuck it is. Well, the wave itself isn't very welcomed in the art world and not very appreciated among critics either. Also I really disliked the idea that they are using squares first on photo then on the canvas, because it is easy to draw almost everything. But I do still like this artist, because he is in a wheel chair, he paints just huge paintings and they are stunning in reallity. I think that you still have to know how to draw having in mind that he does everything, little hair, eyes, skin. But it looks just amazing for people with no artistic education and I can understand why.
Here are some works of his:

And Chuck hiself. You can check him on the internet and to see what huge canvases he paints.

Nice Weekend

I am back after a very nice weekend away from my personal computer. I relaxed a little bit, tattooed a little bit and spent some time with my family and Paul's family too. The weather was rather unpleasant because of the wind, but today we had an amazing walk around our hometown before leaving.
Also, we celebrated my brother's in law birthday with an amazing cake, I was trying to resist it, but it was too delicious. And after that birthday we also celebrated Paul's grandfather's birthday, who I love the most. Since I did not have a  grandpa, he is like mine to me. He also thinks I am a total beauty :D that feels awkward but very nice.

I am trying to take a little break from tattooing recently. I feel so good though nowdays, it's spring and I am full of hope that one day I will earn from my passion and dedicate myself to it. Also we are willing to addopt a child from Tibet or other poor country so much, this is my really big dream. But I have to earn loads of money before that anyway... 

Hello, my loves. I am sorry I won't be blogging for a while, I will have lots of things to do during the weekend and I am not taking my pc with myself.
I hope you will have a nice weekend ;)

Food

It happens every time, when I do want to stay a little bit in a distance from food, when we have plenty of it and so delicious.

Last night my bf got home from the little party he had with his staff with this pizza and beer, which, of course I did not drink. After the pizza I felt fat and promissed I won't eat anymore :D

I could not fullfill the promise, that's why today I made a delicious dinner for two of us only. I made this with wild rice, oriental mix of veggies and mushrooms. Yummmy. :) I have to say it becoms harder and harder to think of something new to coock. Thanks God, the summer is coming.

New better product

This morning I am trying to BE MORE. Like my boyfriend adviced me to. I am trying my best, even though my mom is not only sick with the bunch of mysterious illnesses, but she also is suffering from a huge depression. She needs to see lots of doctors, but she refuses and we are scared. But this blog is not about sad things, isn't it? At least I know where from I inherited depression gene. Haha.
So, I am working on my four huge paintings this morning and trying to be optimistic, becase the sun is shinning and I am guessing the spring is finally here. This is a huge change, because the other week I posted some ugly weather reports with snowy pictures.
And yesterday as me and my beloved one were buying some groceries I visited the shop of natural cosmetic. I bought a face wash, which contains so many natural products, lots of them. And there are only the few things made of chemicals, like a gum or glycerol (?). And it doesn't carve my face skin, it is pretty sensitive and I am very happy, when I can find something doesn't made from unatural products only. Also, I am not trusting the "body shop" brand anymore, they are using only chemicals, but escalating that it's all natural, since you read the label it is. And I was willing to buy a cream powder for ages now, well every single girl should have one, there are birthdays and photoshoots, and I found one in that shop I've been yesterday. It's quite expensive though and I am guessing that there are more unnatural stuff than in my face washer, but I will buy it anyway in a near future. It's better than the brands you can find in cosmetic shops. And it contains clay also like my newest purchase.

12 Hours

Yesterday was a nice day. I was a little bit nervious because of the tattoo I had, but it went nice. My sisters got back home, we had nice time and we laughed so much during the tattoo with my client and one sister. After 5 hours of work me, my sisters and few friends went outside. It was so fun and nice and warm too. Yeeey.

It looks really amazing in reallity... But I spent on him my 12 hours of tattooing. haha

Ellen Show

New inspiring person is Ellen Degeneres in my horizont. She is soooo funny, the funniest woman on earth. I was laughing a lot from almost all of her jokes and her confidence is so big, like her charm too. I wish I could meet her one day. I loved the shows there she chooses a person from the audience and shows her or his disturbing pictures from Facebook page. You can laugh until you die. Hahaha. So hilarious and her coments, unbelielavble. 

Mom's treasures

Hello, dear readers. I can see that some of you are back and this feels like obligation to write some better stuff. But I would not say that today I did something special, or watch any special movies. I cleaned my room though, that is a special occasion. Yes, I am in my hometown again, my mom is still sick, even sicker when I left her last week, I am trying to do my best, that she would not need to work. I also am not meeting anyone special this weekend, except my client, but on Thursday I am meeting an old acquaintace of mine, I hope we will get along, because we were dieing to meet and all the details I will reveal later.
So, the most amazing thing from today is that the spring finally started where I live, we had 14 degrees outside today and now there is this spring rain, which I adore. For the very first time. Oh no, I cleanedd my window today, sucks :D
Today also my mom gave me some really amazing clothes from her wardrobe, it felt nice. I love that the clothes she has are mostly made in Lithuania or Italy, not in China at all. That is like a really good thing because of the quallity. And I am dieing to show you my new fashionable clothes.

So beautiful in reallity

It has waste!!! love it!

These are the gem. I loooooove it!!! perect for summer. I once saw very similar skirt/pants in zara. 

Pencil skirt

Today I tattooed one guy, he wanted to get a tribal tattoo on his arm, that's what I did. But second time in my life I forgot to take a picture of it. I hope he will take one by his self and I will borrow it. One more little problem, I am not sure how to adjust my new tattoo machine, becase apparently you always have to do that and now my older machine works better than a new one. I am confused. I feel like I know how to tattoo, but I don't know how to use the machine properly. Sucks.

For the money I earned today I almost could buy a black pencil skirt I found in zara shop (as always). In pictures you won't see how amazing the fabric is and how comfortable it looks, also it shows your beautiful waste. But I am saving my money, I don't know If I should spend such an amount of money considering the fact that I would need to buy a pretty blouse, which would go with the skirt :D

I adore peencil skirts. I wish I could find a white one too for the summer season.

Makeover

Today I invited my both sisters for some tea. And it ended in my sisters apartment, after we stayed at mine, dyeing our older sister's hair. She wanted to dye it for ages, but wasn't sure if she sould do this after all struggling with dyed hair in the past. So we convinced her she should, especially that her hair became awfully fin during her  exams and personal tragedies in life. I really was impressed by the result having in mind that chocolate hair color is one of my favourite.

Instagram freak

My boyfriend gave me his android for few days, because I had to take pictures of my paintings and send it to the lecturer and look what happened. I am taking pictures of stupid and random things while I am alone at home.
First picture is of my belly in the morning. I am a little bit exercising, so you can see my muscles back, because I was exercising since I was 13 yrs. old, so maybe they're just there, hiding. And why this happened because I finally got to know the real price of the gym, which is next to my home. haha. A little bit too much for my saving ass. But when I will make my dream to come true, I will definitely start attending gym.
Second picture is of a really informative and cool book, which was written by a professor from Lithuania and he is working in a same faculty in which I want to apply next year. But we will see about that.
Other picture is of the some veggies I bought today and even a natural apple cider. Tonight we are gonna have some burritos. And finally one of me. Yeeey.
So, that's all. I am tired of Russian language lecture, lots of walking and buying...some lingerie too.... uuuu...

Bad days

These days are terrible. Two weeks in a row I cannot start attending gym, because I fuck up my appointments somehow and I am worst at tattooing. A least it feels like it. Yes, a new tattoo machine is great, my lines are straight, but yesterday I forgot a nipple, it's a rubber piece and I tried to style something up, I made it first time, but the lines became faded. How in the first place I did it? Just because a person went from far away to get a tattoo at me. So, we had to postpone it.
And it feels terrible to live my life, the four big paintings, which look ugly, lectures and fucking tests, which I hate and I don't want to go anymore. I am so tired of this shit. And now waking up and seeing snow and very much of it, in a middle of spring, feels horrible. Like I would love to punch someone in a face or go to coma at last. My biggest dream. I wouldn't care about money, food, tattooing, aspirations in life and fucking snow in a middle of spring. Poor birds, they have no idea what the fuck is going on.
And the worst thing is that my mom is sick. I wish I could help her, I was willing to stay with her until she will get better, but she wouldn't let me.

ew

My tattoo machine arrived!

Hi, everybody. It seems that blogging era is almost over and you have to fight for every single reader. I hope this is only happening in my head, because I enjoy writting blog, nowhere else I could vomit so many things about my stupid purchases and pictures with no value. And maybe some ideas too, like addopting a Child from Tibet. Yes, this is my dream. I had always a dreamed of addopting the child, but I never did want to do it in my country, because people leave there children mostly because they are junkies and I don't want my kid to become one or to even carry those genes inside of her/him. So, I will need a lot of money for this.
But this wasn't a think I am writing about today. It is my beautiful and lighter tattoo machine from damascus steel. I haven't tried it yet on the skin, but I am thinking this is gonna be great. I've been waiting for this machine soooo long. Maybe even too long.
Here are some pictures, enjoy :)

I even ordered a bigger grip than I was using all the time. I heard it makes a lot easier to make lines straighter. And lots of needles too :)

And my drawing of yesterday :)

Maybe next time?

I supposed to take my new tattoo machine today and to tattoo one person, but I got sick and I cannot leave to my home town. At least yesterday was cosy, since it's still winter with a terrible weather, therefore I spent almost a whole day drawing and I rewatched two movies: "Driving with the car with boys" and "Prozac Nation". Strange thing was that I did not found anything new or important, like I always do, when I rewatch movies, but I enjoyed it.
I wish I could go to the exhibition my lecturer is having. She is kinda great also there will be my course mates maybe. But I am sick and the weather is terrible....

I do not like her face a lot. Well, I had to check the form of it before I've done all the linning and filling. But it took me almost seven hours to do it, because it is quite big. Next time I'll do better..

100 questions

1. How are you, really? - I have been better, but I think that this period in my life is a good transition to the better days.
2. How do you feel right now? What are you thinking about? - I am feeling cosy I guess, just a little bit uncomfortable because of my sitting pose. I am thinking about death and life recently A LOT. So maybe about that...
3. What’s your favorite color? - People say that black is not a color, but I definitely adore this "color". I feel amazing wearing it, drawing with it and also watching and collecting what is black. I also love beige and peach colors, maybe blue and red...
4. What’s your favorite food? - I am not sure. I love cerieals, vegetables. I also love some of chineese slumgullions. 
5. What’s your favorite dessert? - I like chocolate cake I guess. Food questions drive me crazy, because I eat lots of things...
6. How old are you? - I am 22 yrs. old
7. What have you learned today? - That I have really to get up and stand for my beliefs and do not be afraid of dieing one day.
8. What was your favorite subject in school? - You won't believe in me, but I was kinda a nerd. I loved English, Literature, biology, chemistry and art classes the most though.
9. What do you do? - Not sure. I am a student and I am graduating this year. To make long story short I am an artist.
10. What are some of your favorite books? - "White Oleander" definitely. "Ofelia learns how to swim", "Chanel" almost all of the art histories and almost all of Dostojevsky books. Also "Lady with a puppy". Not sure about the translations, but I know that I love lots of books. haha
11. What are some of your favorite movies? - "The dreamers", "My summer of love", "Betty Blue", "Amelia from Montmarte", "Frida Kahlo". These are just basics :D
12. What kind of music are you into? - Different range of music actually. Most of it is from metal or rock branch. But I do love other styles too. Recently I've been very into the Whitch house. 
13. If you were going to write a book, what would you call it and what would it be about? - Not sure about the title, but I would write about how to be proud of who you are, how to stand for your beliefs and how to take care of your skin and hair by using only natural products. It would be a total chaos. Maybe something like Susanna Kubelka's books. 
14. What’s one of the scariest things you’ve ever done? - Maybe when I started the relationship with my current boyfriend. Having in mind all our past and that we both aren't the best to commit...
15. What accomplishment are you most proud of? - Maybe my tattoo business. I never even was proud of myself doing something. 
16. Are you married? - No and I am not hopping to be in a near future.
17. How did you meet your spouse / girlfriend / boyfriend? - I saw him maybe at school and It was something (not love) from the first glimpse. I knew we were ment to be together.
18. Do you think it’s better to get married when you’re young or better to wait a while? - It's up to you. No rules here can be set. 
19. Do you have any kids? - No
20. Have you ever thought of adopting? - Yes, indeed, I do a lot. 
21. When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up? - a scientist, journalist and a pilot once. 
22. How did you get into your career? - I haven't done it yet.
23. Would you recommend your career for other people? Why / Why not? - If a person has a talent and desire, why not?
24. What do you do for fun? - Read books? Go for a walk, sometimes I go dancing with my friends or sister. Such a cliche.
25. Do you like traveling? - I think it's one of the best things you can do in your life.
26. If you could visit any country in the world, where would you go? - Brazil, Spain, Bali. Everywhere. 
27. Who are some people you’d like to meet someday? - Miranda Kerr, Karl Lagerfield, Dalai Lama, Kat Von D and I know lots of people I would love to meet, but they must be dead by now.
28. If someone asked you to give them a random piece of advice, what would you say? - Rules are for those, who does not know how to live their lives and live it that it could not be repeated. 
29. What’s one of your favorite habits you have? - a tough question. Maybe one habit which I like is to me anxiously taking care of my hair. 
30. What are some things that make you really happy? - Travelling, inspiring people, art, good books.
31. What are some things that make you really sad? - WAR
32. What are some things that scare you? - WAR
33. Do you like to plan things out in detail or be spontaneous? - Both of those types. I am mostly spontaneous, but sometimes I like to plan my day and cross out the things I have done. It is amazingly calming. 
34. Are you a religious person? - Not anymore. Some of religions even make me wanna puke.
35. If you could go back in history, who would you like to meet? - Buddha, Chanel, Frida Kahlo (I wish we could get along), Leonardo Da Vinci. 
36. Would you rather live in the country or in the city? - In the big city, where I could pursue my career.
37. What was your life like growing up? - Quite in the shadow I guess. I am a middle child.
38. What were you like in high school? - All goth and depressed
39. Do you have any brothers or sisters? How many? - Two sisters
40. What’s your favorite part about today so far? - That I fighted half of my demons inside and that all of my course mates have cats except me :D
41. Who in your life has influenced you the most? How did they do it? - I don't really have an answer for this. I never searched for inspiration in my parents or siblings (unless when I was a kid). I also remember reading a lot while being a child and teen, but I do not remember who actually helped me to become who I am now. 
42. What’s your favorite joke? - Loudmouth Leo dub. You can watch it on youtube. Such a gem.
43. Have you ever tried sushi? (Did you like it?) - I did it once and now I am kinda scared to try it again, because I did not like it. 
44. Do you like spicy food? - I would love to, but I am not a big fan of it. It makes me wanna wash my mouth and scream.
45. How do you like your steak cooked? - I do not eat steaks.
46. Do you have a favorite number? Any particular reason why you like that number? - I love 7, maybe because it's kinda saint and it is the number of my life. At least according to my birth date
47. If you were a type of animal, what would you be and why? - I would love to be a tiger, o a bird or maybe something what would be far away from people and war.
48. What’s one of the strangest things you’ve ever done? - So many of them...
49. What kind of vacations do you like? - Spontanious.
50. What are some of your major goals in life? - To become a fascinating human being. To become a truly great artist and inspiration for other people.
51. What are some of your smaller goals in life? - to start attending gym
52. What do you like least about yourself? - That I like revenge. 
53. What embarrasses you? - too good people
54. If you could try out any job for a day, what would you like to try? - to run a fashion magazine.
55. What’s your earliest memory? - I remember when I was a little baby, I saw a lamp above me.
56. What’s the best decision you ever made? - when I got a tattoo kit.
57. Who’s your best / closest friend? - My fiance. 
58. What do you think people think of you? - I think that some people think of me that I am bitch. Some of them see me as an inspiration. And some just ignore me.
59. What were your grades like in school? - Quite good
60. If you could learn one random skill, what would you learn? - I would love to learn tones of languages and how to run a plain.
61. Are you an introvert or an extrovert? - Both
62. Have you ever taken a personality test? (How did the results turn out?) - I did and quite few times. Some of the tests were ok, some weren't very accurate.
63. What’s the first thing you notice about people? - Not sure. I never scan their clothes, shoes or even face a lot. I try to listen and to guess what zodiac sign she or he is. I am not a huge believer, but it's easier to guess about the personality.
64. Do you think people can control their own destiny? - Who else would do that for you?
65. Do you think all people are equally valuable, or do you think some people in certain situations might be more valuable than others (say, a severely retarded patient vs. a doctor who could potentially save hundreds of lives)? - I used to separate people into good and evel or valuable and not so much, when I was a teen. Now I don't think it is so important.
66. Do you think people are basically bad or basically good? - Oh, I almost already answered this above. All the things depend on lots of situations and for an example your childhood, parents, education. 
67. Do you think morals are universal or relative to the beliefs, traditions, and practices of individuals or groups? - I think that lots of morals and traditions are bullshits. 
68. Do you think God exists? - It depends again on your belief system.
69. Do you think any kind of afterlife exists? - the same answer as above.
70. Do you vote? Why / Why not? If you do vote, how do you usually vote? - I don't. I think it is wasting of time.
71. Do you think gay people choose to be gay? Do you think straight people choose to be straight? - I don't think we choose it. Even scientists proved it.
72. Is torture ever a good option? If no, why not? If yes, when? - Never a good thing. It's stupid to interfere in other people's lives especially using this method.
73. Would you kill an innocent person if you thought it might mean saving a dozen other people? - No
74. What’s the most money you’ve ever given away? - Personally myself, when I had my braces on. It was quite expensive.
75. What’s the biggest personal change you’ve ever made? - The transition from teenager to the young adult. I changed a lot, I assume myself now as a totally different person.
76. What’s the stupidest thing you’ve ever done? - Not gonna tell you :D
77. What do you think would be one of the best steps we could take toward ending poverty around the world? - Ending bullshit around the world.
78. What do you think we could do to best improve the education system? - To let children choose what they want to learn and how. To let them teach each other, like in one Russian school. Kids there can choose what and in what speed to learn, also they can teach each other and in this school all the smartest kids are. They can go through all the math course in one month.
79. In general, what do you think about art? - it cleans soul, makes you want to live and it is everything around you.
80. What are some of your favorite websites? - 1channel. Pinterest. Tumblr.
81. What’s the biggest turnoff in a man/woman? - low self esteem. Bad smell. 
82. What’s the biggest lie you’ve ever told? - That I am a christian.
83. What’s something most people don’t know about you? - that I am a very tough person and quite a bitch sometimes.
84. What’s something you wish everyone knew about you? - That I am able to do lots of things and I am not so spoiled and weak as some of people may think of me.
85. What are some of the first things you do in the morning? - Brush my teeth :) and take my vitamines.
86. What’s the worst thing that’s ever happened to you? - When I was accused of something and almost had a police to interfere. I could not live calm and it was very hard to live those days through. But luckily it ended good.
87. Do you cry easily? - I think yes. at least people say it often to me.
88. How do you feel about public speaking? - totally ok about that. What's the worst that could happen? They are just the same as you are :)
89. Do you like to talk on the phone? - Not at all. But with some people I can chat quite a lot.
90. How many emails do you get each week, roughly? - Lots of them, basically with ads. I get personal messages on the phone or FB more. 
91. If someone were to make a movie about your life, who would you hope would play you? - Maybe the woman (I totally forgot her name), who played as a main character in "White Oleander". People used to say that we are very similar, when I was blond.
92. What’s one of your favorite questions to ask new friends or to get a conversation going? - Something about art mostly. Movies, music and life meaning.
93. Would you ever sky dive or bungee jump? - why not?
94. Have you ever been in a fist fight? - I've been in a hair and nails fight. rough business.
95. What’s the best prank you’ve ever pulled? - when my sister and I were standing at the mall and waiting for a friend. I hide behind her back and when she turned to search me I turned with her along so she could not see me anywhere, even though I was next to her/behind her back. haha. That was fun.
96. What did you do on your 16th birthday? - I don't remember it. Maybe it's a sign it was great :)
97. What do you think is one of the most undervalued professions right now? - There are lots o them. For an instance cleaners. This job is important and very undervalued.
98. How would you explain your basic life philosophy? - Do what you want to do, stop being afraind, but don't hurt any people around you with your decisions.
99. Would you rather be hated or forgotten? - hated. I always loved that. It gives you strenght to do amazing things.
100. If you knew you would die tomorrow, would you feel cheated today? - I would not have time to feel like that, I would take every single minute to become a peacful human being inside and to die in this way too.