100 questions

1. How are you, really? - I have been better, but I think that this period in my life is a good transition to the better days.
2. How do you feel right now? What are you thinking about? - I am feeling cosy I guess, just a little bit uncomfortable because of my sitting pose. I am thinking about death and life recently A LOT. So maybe about that...
3. What’s your favorite color? - People say that black is not a color, but I definitely adore this "color". I feel amazing wearing it, drawing with it and also watching and collecting what is black. I also love beige and peach colors, maybe blue and red...
4. What’s your favorite food? - I am not sure. I love cerieals, vegetables. I also love some of chineese slumgullions. 
5. What’s your favorite dessert? - I like chocolate cake I guess. Food questions drive me crazy, because I eat lots of things...
6. How old are you? - I am 22 yrs. old
7. What have you learned today? - That I have really to get up and stand for my beliefs and do not be afraid of dieing one day.
8. What was your favorite subject in school? - You won't believe in me, but I was kinda a nerd. I loved English, Literature, biology, chemistry and art classes the most though.
9. What do you do? - Not sure. I am a student and I am graduating this year. To make long story short I am an artist.
10. What are some of your favorite books? - "White Oleander" definitely. "Ofelia learns how to swim", "Chanel" almost all of the art histories and almost all of Dostojevsky books. Also "Lady with a puppy". Not sure about the translations, but I know that I love lots of books. haha
11. What are some of your favorite movies? - "The dreamers", "My summer of love", "Betty Blue", "Amelia from Montmarte", "Frida Kahlo". These are just basics :D
12. What kind of music are you into? - Different range of music actually. Most of it is from metal or rock branch. But I do love other styles too. Recently I've been very into the Whitch house. 
13. If you were going to write a book, what would you call it and what would it be about? - Not sure about the title, but I would write about how to be proud of who you are, how to stand for your beliefs and how to take care of your skin and hair by using only natural products. It would be a total chaos. Maybe something like Susanna Kubelka's books. 
14. What’s one of the scariest things you’ve ever done? - Maybe when I started the relationship with my current boyfriend. Having in mind all our past and that we both aren't the best to commit...
15. What accomplishment are you most proud of? - Maybe my tattoo business. I never even was proud of myself doing something. 
16. Are you married? - No and I am not hopping to be in a near future.
17. How did you meet your spouse / girlfriend / boyfriend? - I saw him maybe at school and It was something (not love) from the first glimpse. I knew we were ment to be together.
18. Do you think it’s better to get married when you’re young or better to wait a while? - It's up to you. No rules here can be set. 
19. Do you have any kids? - No
20. Have you ever thought of adopting? - Yes, indeed, I do a lot. 
21. When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up? - a scientist, journalist and a pilot once. 
22. How did you get into your career? - I haven't done it yet.
23. Would you recommend your career for other people? Why / Why not? - If a person has a talent and desire, why not?
24. What do you do for fun? - Read books? Go for a walk, sometimes I go dancing with my friends or sister. Such a cliche.
25. Do you like traveling? - I think it's one of the best things you can do in your life.
26. If you could visit any country in the world, where would you go? - Brazil, Spain, Bali. Everywhere. 
27. Who are some people you’d like to meet someday? - Miranda Kerr, Karl Lagerfield, Dalai Lama, Kat Von D and I know lots of people I would love to meet, but they must be dead by now.
28. If someone asked you to give them a random piece of advice, what would you say? - Rules are for those, who does not know how to live their lives and live it that it could not be repeated. 
29. What’s one of your favorite habits you have? - a tough question. Maybe one habit which I like is to me anxiously taking care of my hair. 
30. What are some things that make you really happy? - Travelling, inspiring people, art, good books.
31. What are some things that make you really sad? - WAR
32. What are some things that scare you? - WAR
33. Do you like to plan things out in detail or be spontaneous? - Both of those types. I am mostly spontaneous, but sometimes I like to plan my day and cross out the things I have done. It is amazingly calming. 
34. Are you a religious person? - Not anymore. Some of religions even make me wanna puke.
35. If you could go back in history, who would you like to meet? - Buddha, Chanel, Frida Kahlo (I wish we could get along), Leonardo Da Vinci. 
36. Would you rather live in the country or in the city? - In the big city, where I could pursue my career.
37. What was your life like growing up? - Quite in the shadow I guess. I am a middle child.
38. What were you like in high school? - All goth and depressed
39. Do you have any brothers or sisters? How many? - Two sisters
40. What’s your favorite part about today so far? - That I fighted half of my demons inside and that all of my course mates have cats except me :D
41. Who in your life has influenced you the most? How did they do it? - I don't really have an answer for this. I never searched for inspiration in my parents or siblings (unless when I was a kid). I also remember reading a lot while being a child and teen, but I do not remember who actually helped me to become who I am now. 
42. What’s your favorite joke? - Loudmouth Leo dub. You can watch it on youtube. Such a gem.
43. Have you ever tried sushi? (Did you like it?) - I did it once and now I am kinda scared to try it again, because I did not like it. 
44. Do you like spicy food? - I would love to, but I am not a big fan of it. It makes me wanna wash my mouth and scream.
45. How do you like your steak cooked? - I do not eat steaks.
46. Do you have a favorite number? Any particular reason why you like that number? - I love 7, maybe because it's kinda saint and it is the number of my life. At least according to my birth date
47. If you were a type of animal, what would you be and why? - I would love to be a tiger, o a bird or maybe something what would be far away from people and war.
48. What’s one of the strangest things you’ve ever done? - So many of them...
49. What kind of vacations do you like? - Spontanious.
50. What are some of your major goals in life? - To become a fascinating human being. To become a truly great artist and inspiration for other people.
51. What are some of your smaller goals in life? - to start attending gym
52. What do you like least about yourself? - That I like revenge. 
53. What embarrasses you? - too good people
54. If you could try out any job for a day, what would you like to try? - to run a fashion magazine.
55. What’s your earliest memory? - I remember when I was a little baby, I saw a lamp above me.
56. What’s the best decision you ever made? - when I got a tattoo kit.
57. Who’s your best / closest friend? - My fiance. 
58. What do you think people think of you? - I think that some people think of me that I am bitch. Some of them see me as an inspiration. And some just ignore me.
59. What were your grades like in school? - Quite good
60. If you could learn one random skill, what would you learn? - I would love to learn tones of languages and how to run a plain.
61. Are you an introvert or an extrovert? - Both
62. Have you ever taken a personality test? (How did the results turn out?) - I did and quite few times. Some of the tests were ok, some weren't very accurate.
63. What’s the first thing you notice about people? - Not sure. I never scan their clothes, shoes or even face a lot. I try to listen and to guess what zodiac sign she or he is. I am not a huge believer, but it's easier to guess about the personality.
64. Do you think people can control their own destiny? - Who else would do that for you?
65. Do you think all people are equally valuable, or do you think some people in certain situations might be more valuable than others (say, a severely retarded patient vs. a doctor who could potentially save hundreds of lives)? - I used to separate people into good and evel or valuable and not so much, when I was a teen. Now I don't think it is so important.
66. Do you think people are basically bad or basically good? - Oh, I almost already answered this above. All the things depend on lots of situations and for an example your childhood, parents, education. 
67. Do you think morals are universal or relative to the beliefs, traditions, and practices of individuals or groups? - I think that lots of morals and traditions are bullshits. 
68. Do you think God exists? - It depends again on your belief system.
69. Do you think any kind of afterlife exists? - the same answer as above.
70. Do you vote? Why / Why not? If you do vote, how do you usually vote? - I don't. I think it is wasting of time.
71. Do you think gay people choose to be gay? Do you think straight people choose to be straight? - I don't think we choose it. Even scientists proved it.
72. Is torture ever a good option? If no, why not? If yes, when? - Never a good thing. It's stupid to interfere in other people's lives especially using this method.
73. Would you kill an innocent person if you thought it might mean saving a dozen other people? - No
74. What’s the most money you’ve ever given away? - Personally myself, when I had my braces on. It was quite expensive.
75. What’s the biggest personal change you’ve ever made? - The transition from teenager to the young adult. I changed a lot, I assume myself now as a totally different person.
76. What’s the stupidest thing you’ve ever done? - Not gonna tell you :D
77. What do you think would be one of the best steps we could take toward ending poverty around the world? - Ending bullshit around the world.
78. What do you think we could do to best improve the education system? - To let children choose what they want to learn and how. To let them teach each other, like in one Russian school. Kids there can choose what and in what speed to learn, also they can teach each other and in this school all the smartest kids are. They can go through all the math course in one month.
79. In general, what do you think about art? - it cleans soul, makes you want to live and it is everything around you.
80. What are some of your favorite websites? - 1channel. Pinterest. Tumblr.
81. What’s the biggest turnoff in a man/woman? - low self esteem. Bad smell. 
82. What’s the biggest lie you’ve ever told? - That I am a christian.
83. What’s something most people don’t know about you? - that I am a very tough person and quite a bitch sometimes.
84. What’s something you wish everyone knew about you? - That I am able to do lots of things and I am not so spoiled and weak as some of people may think of me.
85. What are some of the first things you do in the morning? - Brush my teeth :) and take my vitamines.
86. What’s the worst thing that’s ever happened to you? - When I was accused of something and almost had a police to interfere. I could not live calm and it was very hard to live those days through. But luckily it ended good.
87. Do you cry easily? - I think yes. at least people say it often to me.
88. How do you feel about public speaking? - totally ok about that. What's the worst that could happen? They are just the same as you are :)
89. Do you like to talk on the phone? - Not at all. But with some people I can chat quite a lot.
90. How many emails do you get each week, roughly? - Lots of them, basically with ads. I get personal messages on the phone or FB more. 
91. If someone were to make a movie about your life, who would you hope would play you? - Maybe the woman (I totally forgot her name), who played as a main character in "White Oleander". People used to say that we are very similar, when I was blond.
92. What’s one of your favorite questions to ask new friends or to get a conversation going? - Something about art mostly. Movies, music and life meaning.
93. Would you ever sky dive or bungee jump? - why not?
94. Have you ever been in a fist fight? - I've been in a hair and nails fight. rough business.
95. What’s the best prank you’ve ever pulled? - when my sister and I were standing at the mall and waiting for a friend. I hide behind her back and when she turned to search me I turned with her along so she could not see me anywhere, even though I was next to her/behind her back. haha. That was fun.
96. What did you do on your 16th birthday? - I don't remember it. Maybe it's a sign it was great :)
97. What do you think is one of the most undervalued professions right now? - There are lots o them. For an instance cleaners. This job is important and very undervalued.
98. How would you explain your basic life philosophy? - Do what you want to do, stop being afraind, but don't hurt any people around you with your decisions.
99. Would you rather be hated or forgotten? - hated. I always loved that. It gives you strenght to do amazing things.
100. If you knew you would die tomorrow, would you feel cheated today? - I would not have time to feel like that, I would take every single minute to become a peacful human being inside and to die in this way too.