2013 m. gruodžio 30 d., pirmadienis

My computer and I

As I promissed you before I will try to write more about my currently new computer. First of all I totally love it, second thing is that it has lots of memory, it has an awesome soft keyboard too (good for my current studies). Of course it is new so graphic seems way better than my old pc did have.  The design is just stunning the way it is, I won't change a thing. Though it is not as light as I imagined it to be, but I am ok with it. Because my old computer was half heavyer (if it is possible). I am not a fan of technologies so it is very difficult for me to expand in this toppic, I wish I could, because I really like it. I still can't believe I bought it, since I have a dream of going to USA this summer and the pc wasn't so cheap after all. But in a sum I am glad I did it.


Today I took this pic before the important thing in the uni. First time during my almost 5 years of studying I was so nervious. But It went great. 

Also, this is a natural set of comsetics for bath and skin. I love the smell. Though it's not totally natural. My mother in law gave me this gift at Christmas. Yeaaay.


2013 m. gruodžio 29 d., sekmadienis

Days

I've been busy. Tomorrow I have this huge thing in the uni. Mostly I am not scared of anything, but this may be a little bit frighteing. I also bought a sony computer I showed you before on the previous month post. I will post about it later, because it is amazing and I instantly fell in love with it. The music quallity is unbelielavble and I want to cry how good it is. But the best thing is that I gave my old one to my father and now my parents seem to enjoy it a lot. I am so happy. I don't like wasting things (environment and stuff like that).
Yesterday I spent a half of day with my friend and her daughter. I thought it was fun to amuse a child. Even though I am not craving to have one of my own, however I wish someday to adopt one too. Though I am not sure I will have that sort of energy for the things they ask for. I felt tired of reading her stories and trying to guess things she asked me. And I am 23 years old. That means in a few years I will be even more tired.


She asked me to take a picture of her with this pink princess crown

I could not but share this picture of the cups we got for Christmas. I really love them, however they are not that comfortable.

2013 m. gruodžio 28 d., šeštadienis

I hate being a grown up

Yesterday I felt like shit while thinking about the upcoming exams. I must admit - first time in my life I feel like I could fail. I thought of other possibillities and the only thing what I would really love to do is tattooing and maybe I would love to move into USA for even a while. But it scared the shit out of me. I have to admit I hate being an adult and I experienced that during the Christmas time. I wish I could get a god damn doll under the tree and be happy with it, now it's just not that fun. And knowing that I could fail with these studies makes me so sad. I always knew I will pass when I was studying fine art. Now it's not that simple anymore.
Yesterday I was tattooing almost all day long. But at the end of the, when I had the most important tattoo of the day, may damn energy suplyer just started to make crazy things. I knew I must change it and we already ordered one, but now it makes me so nervious. And it made almost impossible to keep tattoing at the end, even with my brand new machine. I was very down and unhappy.

The shadows seem very wrong now

2013 m. gruodžio 26 d., ketvirtadienis

Post Christmas depression

Hello, everyone. Today I had this post Christmas depression. Everyone suddenly left and I spent my day almost all alone. During Christmas Eve and Christmas my parents' apartment was full of people, my mother's in law apartment was full of people too. And I love that feeling. It felt like old good times, when everyone was getting back on weekends and it felt great. Now it's empty. Since I have some tattoos scheduled, I cannot leave. So today I spent tattooing, I tried my new tattoo machine. It works just great.
But most of the time today I felt reluctant to do anything, therefore I spent my time rewatching "Eat pray love". And apparently I really like this movie. I could not but cry in some scenes. It is really moving. Even though it's one of those a little bit cliche movies, as was a book at some point. But on the other hand it is so invisible, therefore I can fully enjoy it. Since I watched a movie about a woman who travelled a lot, I watched a documentary about one of my favourite woman on earth Blavatsky online. She is so inspiring. She never wanted to be a wife, so she left her husband (she was married for few months) and travelled around the world. This fact makes me feel so awesome. And I am happy I found one more inspiring woman. I am willing to read one of her greatest books "The secret doctrine".


I think it's the one I watched today, though I am not so sure. It was a little bit longer, but with all the same people talking. Anyways, I wanted to share my experience with you..
Now I will continue watching "How Albert Einstein's Brain worked?" documentary. Interesting muhahaha

2013 m. gruodžio 25 d., trečiadienis

Merry Christmas

So Christmas came and left. It's still Christmas, but not at our home.
Actually I enjoyed it too much, if you could say that. I was busy all the time, but my mind was somewhere else. Though I tried to indulge myself as much as I possibly could. I sent my sciense papers one day before the Christmas Eve, so that I won't have to worry about a thing. But deep inside I still did. I mostly worried about the end of those few special hours, which went in a speed of sound. Everyone was happy. My both sisters came with their boyfriends. My love also spent these two past days with me, which was a magical time. Even my father had one free day. It almost never happens.

We came home basically to this. Of course this was just a start. Our parents gave us a bunch of really cute presents, so did we. They also gave us cash, which I love. Because after the holidays it's very difficult to even pay your bills haha. Maybe I'll post some of the gifts on other post.


Then we got to my boyfriend's aunt's house. We all had a delcious dinner, ecxept me (I have this pain in my cheeck and I bearly can eat). They gave us amazing cups from their shop they own. I adore them. Totally.

Though I could not to leave this baby alone for a moment and I had to share it with the world. This Christmas morning when we got to my boyfriend's mother's apartment, we exchanged gifts and I opened mine I saw this. I was confused and happy. This machine is a wanted shader. It is made by "Lithuanian irons" and by special design. The guy tried as hard as he could to make it on time and he did it. I am in love with it and with my boyfriend, because this Christmas was magical. It even has this little crown, which my boyfriend chose himself. he is so adorable. And now, when it's made, you will be able to buy one with this design too :D haha. 

Also today we ate some really delicious meals. I could not enjoy it us much as I would love to, but it was soooo good. I am trying to cut sweets though, so I did not eat too much of cakes and cupcakes. 
Maybe it's first Christmas I got so many gifts. I did not give as much as I took, which is bad. But I love all of them. I love cups, tattoo machine, glasses, mascaras, towels, socks, cash and stuff I cannot even remember. 



2013 m. gruodžio 22 d., sekmadienis

Tattoo party

Few days left until Christmas - still nothing. Anyway, my friend Juste arived with her Freind Robertas and we had a really nice night drinking some sangria, wine and eating Chocolate. Some interesting conversations and cosy atmosphere, only because we were trapped at our place. It was raining and a wind was way too strong to get  out in the city. But somehow we had great time and nobody wanted to go out anyway.
Today we woke up and started tattooing only imediatly. We thought we will have some free time to get out a little bit, but the tattoo took too much of time. However, I had a blast. It was all great and those few days were amazing, even though I felt too tired during them. Also I am feeling the same now. I just have so much work to be done and I wish It was already Christmas. Because after this tattoo (my old machine got mad and sprinkled all over me) I feel so dirty. And I am planning on getting a little bit dress during holidays. At least I wish.

The tattoo took too much of time just because of my machine.



The guy was too cute and I adore his character. He never complained, even though he suffered.



2013 m. gruodžio 21 d., šeštadienis

Black hole

The time before Christmas always seem like a dark hole to me. You may ask why? I guess because it's way too dark outside and time starts to fly so quickly. I have so much work on my shoulders and I still cannot feel Christmasy. Hopefully my friend with another friend will arive tonight, I will coock a little bit and clean the apartment.
Yesterday me and my love took the night off any job holding us back and went to see a Christmas tree set in a center of Klaipeda. I didn't think it was so small actually, but I liked it, it has most elements I like. Even though I am against chopping Christmas trees just for few weeks, or at all, with no particular reason (related to tree's health or something like that).


Yesterday at the lecture I got boring and took a pic of my nails haha. Even though I am very scared of this particular exam. Wish me luck on that.

2013 m. gruodžio 19 d., ketvirtadienis

How do you people know when I don't post? Like then I do it actively, you read it also in the same way. But even if I get silent for a half of the day or more, you all dissapear somewhere. Magic ;)
Since I was very busy running around and spreading "joy". Actually I don't know if I spread any joy at all. Though I bought gifts for almost everyone and people seem to be a little bit more relaxed. Therefore I skipped today's last lectures (because there won't be anymore important information anyway) and continued working on my science papers. I did not hope it to go that easy, but we will see what my lecturer will tell me about them haha. Anyways, I am not finished yet and I have a lot to do in the future, however I feel like a hero, that I actually did it. Now I am meeting my friend and lending her my gothic boots she asked for, maybe we will have some tea too. Hope so, because I need to relax.

I am so bad at drawing man

2013 m. gruodžio 18 d., trečiadienis

My busy days

I haven't got any time to eat today. I am also blogging while sitting at the lectures haha. Those are so boring.
Anyway, yesterday in the evening me and my Fiance visited my little sister, her bf and her cat. This grey little creature is the best you can imagine. She likes running and having fun. The fur is so soft and I can't get enough of it. So, we spent so much great time together. Today my love had a free day and we went to buy some Christmas presents. Then me and my friend met and headed out to visit my bigger sister, we congratulated her with the Birthday. I gave her "Beyonce heat" perfume I wrote on the prev post. And now I am sitting here and listenig to the boring lecture, also craving for some food.

A pretty creature

Lady gaga perfume. 

P.S. My tme is running so fast and I wish I had more of it.

2013 m. gruodžio 16 d., pirmadienis

My skin care

I had dry skin since I was a kid and it used to bother me a lot. After washing my face with water it feels very very dry and some kind of tightening is also felt. 4 years ago I felt hopeless when heating time began and I had the white spots with dead skin on my face. It felt terrible. Back then I was using unatural face creams, very expensive ones. But after I finished using them, my life changed compleately. It's the first time I am sharing my "beauty secrets", so don't get hard on me.

First oil, but not the best is olive oil. I use it to clean my make-up only and for hair. However, I use it on skin when I forget to take my oil with me and this is the only thing left. I read that it is too heavy on skin, but it's good to clean your make-up with it and for your hair of course. Also for a lot of masks. I put it in white clay and make a mask out of this mixture and put it on my face skin. But before that - don't forget to clean it!

 Cocnut oil. I love it, it smells great and I like the texture of it. I use it after I wash my face sometimes in the evenings (because it's good to change oils from time to time), but mostly I use it now on my body. elbowes, hands, neck etc. Especially I use it, when it's sunny or windy outside. I wake up in the morning, clean my face and then put this oil on my face skin (just a small amount). When I am ready to go (however if you apply on cream powder, this is not gonna work for you). 

Almond oil. I changed coconut oil for face skin to this recently. I read so many good things about it. However, I will try so many more oils in a future. And I also tried already. This I use instead of face cream. It works for me. I don't use any kind of creams on my face for 3 years or more now.

I bought this "noni care" face wash from a shop of natural product. It consists of noni juice. But it's not completaly natural. It's one thing which is not in my face care routine. However sometimes it's not so bad. Though I am still searching for a totally natural one (not in a powder shape). The next dark green bottle is totally natural face cleanser, the only thing which I did not like in it was alcohol, because it makes skin dry. Though I use it the days, when I don't go out much, don't put any make-up on (that means mascara). Because I don't have a lot to clean off and it's better for me to interact with the water less.

This is a natural honey. I would also add white clay or other natural homemade masks, but I totally forgot to include it in this "photoshoot". haha. I use it with cinamon sometimes, but recently I just simply apply it on my face. It intoxicates your skin and makes it baby soft. But it somehow goes on the side of your hair and you can't wash it out. So, I use it only before I wash my hair. That is sad. 

Another form of cleanser - camomila water. I put these and boil some water. Then I clean my face with it in the morning. Only if your camomilas come in this shape use percolator.
I also use any other kinds of herbs I have, or my grandmother gives me.

I also ask my boyfriend to give me face massages from time to time (he is an almost professional masseaur). Unprofessional massages can make you some extra wrinkles though, so be careful with that. But after massages I feel like my muscles free themselves for few hourse. Amazing.
I also do some steam therapy to my face. I am thinking of buying more herbs and I will do it more often then.

Myabe some of you have more interesting tips, I would gladly hear them. And remember if it worked for me, it doesn't matter it would work for you. I also remember, when I quit all unatural creams, my face went nuts and it kept going worst. Also you have to remember to use less alcohol, save yourself from cigaretes and try to eat properly. It is a long way to make your skin healthy and soft as baby's. But you can do it. 
Also after I started using these products, I never had a skin drying problem again. And you may come with your own routine, but don't forget to change it a little bit from time to time. 
For a scouring your face you can use tomatos and some salt.

My new wallet!

Just a quick update. I want to relax a little bit from studying.
It's been a while I needed new wallet and since I am really selective, I could not find anything, I have to carry around my old one. But few months ago I found one good choice in Mango shop. I really liked it, however it seemed a little bit overpriced for me. And something deep inside of me told me to wait. So I waited waited and bam - yesterday we went for groceries and I decided to check if it's still available. And wow, it was 30 % off. I was so happy, I instantly bought it with no doubt, even though I know that Christmas time is tight with money. Also, you may remember that half of year ago I bought a case for cosmetics from same shop and it's almost the same design - my new wallet, only it's beidge (not black) and with studs. I love it!! Wallets are very important, it carrys half of your life inside.


P.S. I am thinking of writing a post of my skin care. Since it's winter and a heating seasson kicked in, some of you may suffer from a skin drying like I do. I used to get so much unconfortable feelings related to mine at this seasson of the year, that I came up with my own routine, which works for me! And if it helps someone, I would be so happy. So maybe I'll do it ;)

2013 m. gruodžio 15 d., sekmadienis

My week plan

This week is gonna be so exhausting. This even makes me laugh. I am not nervious though like I used to be back in the past, now I am chilled and if I miss on something, I make sure I do it when I can. Sometimes actually I am trying to make everyone happy at a very small amount of time. My major plans for this week would be:
1. Visit the dentist (I am late to do it for 3 months now and she is gonna kill me. She had to check how my braces free teeth are doing 3 months ago).
2. I have 2 big tattoos scheduled this week.
3. Have to meet with my friend (but I did it today that I could be done with this for the rest of the days).
4. Tomorrow's test. That means studying a lot till tomorrow.
5. To finish buying presents. For mother in law, sisters, friends.
6. To take one present from a delivery office and to congratulate my sister on her Birthday this Thursday with it.
7. To finish my science work (paper) and send it to my lecturer. Also to start prepearing for the presentation.
8. To continue on writing the strategic plan for one lecture.
9. To visit my little sister and her cat. Also she promissed me a manicure, which is in order because of the holidays coming.
10. To host my two friends from Kaunas. To celebrate with them on Saturday night. Then do a tattoo on Sunday (quite big one). Then to go to my home town and do 3 more tattoos in a row. haha.
11. To attend all last lectures and some more, related to accounting :( to get some tests done there.

And so many small plans too. But you are planning and God is laughing at you. We here have this saying haha. Because when you plan, it means the whole week is gonna turn upside down. And I am sure I forgot something....

2013 m. gruodžio 14 d., šeštadienis

The gifts I already bought

One day I sat down and ordered some gifts online. I am guessing I am not that kind of a perosn, who likes crowds and people in general. You even could say I am a grinch sometimes, I hate people touching me and kids running. haha.
So, I already ordered few gifts. Well, we already bought something to our parent's, but it's quite boring.
I already bought:

Sennheiser HD 380 pro. I knew that my boyfriend's only wish was to have good headphones and those were the ones I could afford. Also, I am a sennheiser supporter you may say.

Since we agreed with my sisters to not buy presents for each other this year and my older sister is having a Birthday on 18th, I finally found something for her (I hope she likes it). I found this perfume on black Friday sale and it will come probably soon :) 

And I bought a treat for myself. I don't buy almost anything for myself, so I thought I'll get my hands on this perfume. Since chanel I am mostly wearing is more expensive, I thought I'll treat myself with this perfume on a daily routine.

4:20

I have this head ache and I am not up to any job tonight, also because I am watching "Home alone 2". My mom made me some delicous soup, my psecial with strawberries. And I am relaxing after tattooing a little bit. Today's fvourite is this one:


My friend Justina with her friend Robertas (who is gonna be tattooed by me next week) is coming and will spend a night at our apartment, and we are planning on having some great time. I am so thrilled. This will happen next Saturday and Sunday. yeaay. I miss those guys.

2013 m. gruodžio 13 d., penktadienis

I'll try to do my best

Yesterday I took a free day from everything: people, tattoos, university, my science projects, the paper work I undertook to do for my mother in law (about horses), studying for test, buying presents for Christmas (even though I did it online haha).
Therefore today I had a lot to catch up with. Though I was only tattooing and the rest of the evening which is left I have to finish this assignment about horses. My mother in law is a sweetheart and she is studying about horses, that is how she gets free riding with them. So she hasn't done any paper work before, since I had and a lot, I have to help her. I totally get her and if I would be her I would do the same. Also, I can get some new information about horses I did not know before. But the bad side of this is that I actually haven't got a lot of time. Because my studies ar tough, I have to study, to write my science "project" and also to tattoo. But God knows I am trying to do my best.

My lamps are so weak. I should buy new ones someday. Hey, maybe someone will give it as a Christmas present?

2013 m. gruodžio 12 d., ketvirtadienis

Cosyness

I am sorry, I don't feel well today. Though I am not sure if it's mental or physical. I dreamt a bunch of negative dreams, also our neighbour kept shouting in a middle of the night with his friends. I must say, I started hating him a lot recently and I wish he would move out. Or we could do it at least.
Somehow anyway I get this strange feeling a day after a nice day, like today. Because yesterday was so cosy, so amazing and relaxing at the same time. Even though I almost did everything in time what I planned on doing. First of all I visited my friend, we spent a lot of great time. Then I had a tattoo. Also my boyfriend's lovely brother was visiting us at a time, so I made a delicious deinner for three of us and it felt good. Since I really need that cosyness inside of our apartment. Because as you may know, we're not setting any Christmas decorations or a gigantic tree, most like any tree at all. Only maybe my parents and my boyfriend's family will, and of course everybody in the world, including my sisters and friends. But not we. For me personally it's money waisting. Since we're not gonna be here on Christmas, so it's just what it is. Also I am kind of sick of this place and I don't want to invest any money in it.
Also, is this only within my circle of people, or is it everywhere among the people in my age, that so many people are getting pregnant now? Especially around this time, pregnant or giving a birth.... What's with that? My dashboards or walls are full of new born babies. Copy cats :D

I must've told you before about these amazing socks I bought in the Capital city from an old woman who makes them herself? So here are they. I just adore them. 

2013 m. gruodžio 11 d., trečiadienis

Inspiration

I am a garbadge lady. Lately I've been dragging so much of inspiration into my already filled folder. Only when I am finding something original and breath taking I can feel alive again. I must say, I miss doing something very much interesting, like taking photos, drawing more, painting, or even sewing. But I really have to concentrate on tattoos and my studies lately, so I just can watch, when I have some spare time. Well, for sure I haven't abandoned drawing or painting at all. But I draw less, I know that I shouldn't.



Mehndi or Henna tattoos. I wish I could get covered in them




This is Ellen Rogers, one of my favourite photographers under the sun



Stephan Balleaux

Thomas Devaux


2013 m. gruodžio 10 d., antradienis

To appreciate

I woke up, I started my day with a very good  breakfast and I realised I was busy all day long. But since half of the day I was tattooing, the other half I was spending in the lectures, I didn't feel it. However I realised that we have to appreciate every single day and feel free. Di not attach ourselves to the things we don't like or don't need. I wish though I could be just a tattoo artist. NO study work, because it feels like bullshit. No practice at all, only theory. Duuuh.

I love avocado on bread <3

Tattoos I did today


2013 m. gruodžio 9 d., pirmadienis

What happens after Death


You know that recently I became a documentary geek, today I already watched like 4 of them and I have no regrets.
However recently I became more aware of the fact that I am going to die for sure. As you may remember I said that I never had any fear of it coming, but recently it turned upside down. Since I started living my own life and having a lot of fun, new friends and so many things to do, especially a lot of plans in a future (Like to a adopt a child from Cambodia or other poor country, to become a tattoo artist) I started to be a little bit afarid of death. I felt it approaching to me and sometimes I wake up in a middle of the night and I cannot get back to sleep. Therefore I dreaded to watch this documentary above, but I did it anyway. And oh my, I remembered everything I have read about it and that it's nothing to be scared of. Of course, I cried during this movie a little bit, because it was so amazing. I realised everything within me and felt this calm feeling. Anyway, it's a fact that there are some sciencists who dissagree about a life after death or anything after death at all. I would never say that there is a life after death, but your subconcious mind will continue on doing something and realising things you never realised before. You know you have it inside of you, because every single answer is within you. As I watched it and people were talking about their experiences, I comprehended so many things inside of me I could not describe now, like the feeling, which left after this movie. And I feel so confused, but happy at the same moment. It's not very important in what you believe I guess. But if it makes you feel good, that means it's amazing.

2013 m. gruodžio 8 d., sekmadienis

My weekend

Those nights when it's snowing feels amazing. I just love watching the snow falling down, when it feels perfect.
I must say I haven't done nothing in particular very decent or fun recently, so obviously there won't be any interesting blogging today. I don't feel any Christmas joy, but I managed to find all the articles I need for my paper work, which I have to do until Decembert 30th in order to get my masters degree (and this is gonna repeat every single semester until the end of these studies). So no fun for me. Also have been tattooing a little bit, but we didn't manage to celebrate my father's birthday this weekend, because he got caught in a troublesome situation at work, that was sad.

Since it was snowing all day long therefore I took out my old boots, which are very heavy and long. But I love them. 

Today we went for groceries and ended up in a pharmacy, because we had to buy some teeth related accessories. That's how I realised that we're becoming teeth freaks. haha. I am very much into mouth hygiene, so my boyfriend during our years of relationship became all the same as me. We like brushing teeth with good brushes and tooth paste. Today we also found some tounge cleaners. Good idea.