Spring

I can feel it in the air. The spring is almost here. Today the sun is shining and no wind is blowing. I feel so happy. But still feeling so empty inside. I just keep searching for the inspiration all the time, so I wanted to see the sea today. I really liked it. And it inspired me for some mintues, until I got back home.
As you know, spring is  the seasson when girls want to dress nicer and they want to wear shorter dresses, thinner jackets and tights, higher heels. I am not the exeption. I found two dresses I've been searching for a half an year.

Black one would look amazing and it is quite cheap. And even cheaper than the second one.

But I also like this one. Of course, the color could be beige (I adore beige) and it's short, you can wear it in the summer also, when it's a big heat outside. But it's more expencive and you cannot wear it for an instance in the cold spring. 

Or the red one? Hm

Well, I have to choose only one of them. Because I've decided yeterday to start saving money.

Hat maniac

Couldn't resist. Wanted to show you my new hat, but the pic is so damn bad and you can't see it. I hate my flash, impossible to turn it off

Found this beauty in our auditorium... I look like Van Gogh

P.S. Today at last I managed to pay the bills. After two months :D

Blahr

At last, today I bought this hat

I was wanting for this hat too long, that's why I am not very happy I bought it. Well, one thing, it was way too cheap for me not to buy it, also I need to cover my head, when the sun will come up. I have to save my hair. Last summer my hair bleached so much because of the sun. I will never let this happen again. Also, it looks great. Really. Even if you don't believe in this.
I also today bought some stuff from the bodyshop. At last. Something from Morocco.
Me and my cousin Egle, we are good friends also, we decided that I am going to her town and we will spend some time together and we will search for some vintage cloths in second hand shops. In her city there are so many good of them. Man, I am waiting for this to come. Vintage cloths....

Saturday

I realise I got so many e-mails from the same people, same websites day to day. I eat the same food all the time, changing just some details (well, I am not very good at eating... cooking something new). I sleep in the same 3 places all the time, changing all the time. I don't have a job, I do the same things day to day during the winter. And I wanna start moving, but I don't know how. I am tired of my situation and I don't know how to earn some extra money for my desires.
First of all I have to clean my room, to start studying, exercising and to make a skirt. That's all I ask today from myself.
Have a good day. Cold and windy

This is what turns me ON

Her independence

Innocent Friendship

Thin waste and that sweet sweater

Her style

 sexy PJ's

Her blouse, style, tan, hair

Lips, glasses, ring, hands

Everything

Everything :D

Freedom

sexy shoes with lovely socks

My style of girl

always wanted to have that sort of dress

The dress, the Hair

Aw... her waste

Xavier Bardem

The dress

Love naked body

Melancholia

Yesterday I saw a really good movie, it's "Melancholia". Oh, wow, I always start that sort of post in the same way. So, the movie started with a wedding. It was a really beautiful wedding, but it took too long according to me. And the couple broke up at the wedding night. Because Kirsten Dunst didn't pay attention to her husband :D ok. So, she was always depresed, but after that disaster she was more depresed when ever. And she started to live with her sister and her husband. And the big planet "Melancholia" is coming towards the earth. The main theme is how depressed people take calmly difficult situations. In a middle of this movie I wanted to quick watching it, but in the end of it I started enjoying it :) Liked it

Antique Jewelry

Hello, people, who still read this blog. I was away a bit, but now I am back. I had no inspiration these days, but it's getting back little by little. Today I even wanted to draw a little bit and to sew some pieces, of course I didn't do anything of that, because I am not at home. And Of corse I won't do anything of that when I will be at home.
Looking forward to the spring. Fuck yeah. Do you know what I dislike more than Januray? It's February :D
I don't know which day I bought natural (totally natural) shampoo. OMG I am so funny, I feel a bit wasted from the tea. I totally live in Mars these days, I don't know what is happening.
So. Starting again. The spring is coming, I want to heal my body, but I have to save some money for the coming birthdays. Today I almost got a book, or I did, not clear yet to photoshoot a girl. Also, one preggy wanted me to photoshoot her, but I assume she will get a birth for a child and we miss it, but oh well, she wants me to photoshoot her child too.
Starting again again, I want to sew/buy some cloths for the spring. I wanna have some mermaids dresses, that would be nice. And a Jacket... And strange antique jewelry

I like this outfit. Looks nice

Love this jacket

This si something I would adore

This ring is perfect

Earrings extreemly beautiful

aw

want them all.

Devil Inside

I said I won't write a review, but I changed my mind. I couldn't decide if I am glad that I yesterday went to the movie, or not. Because tonight I woke up screaming. I didn't know this movie will affect me like this. I hope tonight I will sleep better.
So, the movie was made with few cameras, like "paranormal activities". The plot was good, according to me. It was the scarest movie I have seen, because those scary movies don't scare me at all. And this one... uh. I don't know what to say. I was scared, because all the things were made with a good taste.

Yesterday I met a really nice girl. I hope we will become friends. 

Excorcism

Today I am going to the movie with my sister and one friend. I am kinda scared to see "exorcism" the scarest version especially on the big screen. I will not write any reviews, so I am sorry.

theyskens'theory

I wish I could wear something like that for the spring season. Today, first time in those two months it wasn't a minus outside, so I meditated next to my wardrobe and couldn't find anything to wear. That reminded me that the spring is comming. So that's why I am gonna buy some cosmetics from the "body shop" to recover a bit. And getting back to aerobics. This week is gonna be difficult. 

I want this coat above 

Felicia Fawn

Felicia Fawn is my latest inspirational model. I like her tattoos, also, her style a bit too. Maybe I have some leftovers or feelings for the gothic style. I dunno. But I lik her... Ah, it reminds me those great times, when you look great in photos :D

Miss wearing black