Fuck my life

Well. I have been absent this whole week or so. I have no excuses. Only that I am in some kind of deep depression. I am always unhappy. I totally dislike myself, life, people and things around me. I tried to change my hair color. I even achieved a great ash blonde which I wanted so much. But I hated it. yhe hair seemed thin und ugh. sick.

Only in this pic it looks great, But in reallity it really sucked. I also got invited into the club to see a really awesome band tonight, but apparently I can't go.  So I am back to brown for a while. and then we will see...